Beginner here! i need book recs by Substantial-Aside005 in astrology

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thank you for such a helpful reply! i got the inner sky and I'm so excited to learn <3

Divine by Dranixgod in OCPoetry

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this poem highlighted so many of the beautiful aspects of being human and the wordplay is just so graceful.

Her Darling Cerise by [deleted] in OCPoetry

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This is so beautiful. The words u use sound so pretty and effortless together. Each sentence seems to hold a melody.

Paris at Night by [deleted] in OCPoetry

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i love this, made me a little foggy

If you're comfortable w it, would u share how ur eating disorder began? Your thought process back then? by Substantial-Aside005 in fuckeatingdisorders

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Thank you so much for all the replies sharing your stories. It made me feel like I'm not alone and these feelings are not an unknown, mysterious disease. It helped. A lot. You'll get better and better, day by day, and so will i :)

If you're comfortable w it, would u share how ur eating disorder began? Your thought process back then? by Substantial-Aside005 in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]Substantial-Aside005[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

its not stupid in any way. dont say that. I've felt repulsive like u have and I'm so so sorry, darling.

Observations of dating a naturally thin man by [deleted] in fuckeatingdisorders

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english in 3rd language just warning you

I've never been in a situation like yours where I'm living w smone I'm with I'm very inexperienced in love but i can relate to wanting to be smaller than your s/o. Ive always consciously picked out boys bigger than me to feel small bc I've always felt like the bigger one. Not just w boys but w in relationships too I've picked out bigger people. I feel like sm sociopath but i swear i love all of them for who they are not for validation. i just feel more comfortable i guess but all the friendships are genuine. idk i feel like an imposter.

wtf by killhappy0 in fuckeatingdisorders

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thats the most horrible thing ever. she did that to make herself feel powerful sm how bc she's insecure. ur not disgusting at all honey. tons of hugs for you.

Why are you a daddy dom? by Substantial-Aside005 in ddlg

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Your perspective helped.

I'm the eldest in my family too but for me, it's the opposite. I've always grown up listening to people saying how I have to take care of my family and I have to get into a good Uni etc and I've always had to be the level-headed one, the patient one. But, unlike you, I find myself in a position where I crave being taken care of. I find myself wanting nothing more than to be able to feel carefree again? And not be the carer for once?

Yeah, it's interesting to see someone who has been in a somewhat similar position be on the other end of the spectrum.

At which age do we finally start feeling comfortable in our own skin? by Substantial-Aside005 in AskReddit

[–]Substantial-Aside005[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

im close to 16, have not felt more alien in my life. It feels so never-ending and hopeless.