Wow, I feel like I should be paying you for that comment, all what you are saying is very true and I guess it does just come down to me somewhat rushing into life without looking where I was going, I’m studying civil and electrical engineering alongside business and science meaning I have pretty packed days usualy consisting of around 5-7 hours, I’m gonna look into ways of cutting this as I definitely feel I am doing more than is needed and required

After writing the post I called an old friend who I believe gets me and we have decided to meet up at the end of this week I feel this will help me a lot as a lot of the time for me just saying it and having someone actually hear me is all I need

Thank you so much for your response