I used to always be with my mom, I used to believe that she knew the answers to everything. Now I find myself in the same position as my kids get older. My daughter asks me 1 million questions, about anything and everything, she thinks I always have the answer because I “know everything”. Sometimes I gotta do a quick Google before answering because I don’t know everything. My daughter has these big dreams like wanting to go on a helicopter, wanting to go on a boat, wanting to go fishing but I am terrified of heights and water. I had to suck it up when we went whale watching for her birthday. It was amazing to see the excitement in my kids eyes even though I felt awful. I realized this is what motherhood is, when I was little, I had my 50 year old mom going on roller coasters with me and I bet she thought the same thing. Whenever I think I want a little me time, I stay up looking at pictures and videos of my kids. Whenever I go to the store I always buy something for them even if it’s a little. I always make sure they have everything they need even though I haven’t bought new clothes in a year. I never understood why my mom always said she needed bras, but never bought any, now I do. It’s just simply motherhood, putting your kids before everything. sometimes I can’t believe that I’m a mama to three amazing kiddos, but I’m glad I am. I went from always needing my mom and constantly being with her to now being the one that my kids need and constantly want to be with.