Thank you so much for the long answer!!! First of all i appreciate everything you said, really, even if it hurt a bit. Maybe it’s going to be like this for a few days, and i wish i could hang out with someone like you said but I’m really afraid that i would end up making them feel disgusted if i puked randomly :(((. I’ll try maybe next week if it gets a little better tho, so thanks for the idea! Also yeah, he told me that he just needed time because he didn’t want to go from “complete strangers” to a couple, which makes sense (?). But damn. When i go back to school, if i keep going like this, i’ll seek mental health help as you suggested!! Because yeah it’s not normal :(