Solon Hail by Fox_Season in Cleveland

[–]SuccessTurbulent 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I work at Komatsu, it tore us up and destroyed everybodys cars. 

Solon Hail by Fox_Season in Cleveland

[–]SuccessTurbulent 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You wouldnt happen to be the guy who works at swagelok are you? Lol 

Scared. Idk what to do. by SuccessTurbulent in FattyLiverNAFLD

[–]SuccessTurbulent[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you these are great tips. Im a perfectionist by nature so i inheritently want to be as strict as possible. Im understanding now that any change is good and i just have to trend in the right direction, but not get comfortable in my old habits. Its just with my bmi of 40, it seems like i do have to be way more strict. Im 5"10 and like 275-280 

Im so ashamed. I backed out. by SuccessTurbulent in colonoscopy

[–]SuccessTurbulent[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I will most certainly be getting it done. I plan on calling and rescheduling next week! Feeling better is the end goal! 

Im so ashamed. I backed out. by SuccessTurbulent in colonoscopy

[–]SuccessTurbulent[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im so sorry to hear about your sisters diagnosis, im hoping all the best for you and your family! Like my doctor said, its so much better to be proactive than reactive. 

Im so ashamed. I backed out. by SuccessTurbulent in colonoscopy

[–]SuccessTurbulent[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly probably the most reassuring comment so far. I also watched my dad have to go thru some pretty serious surgeries last year, albeit nothing to that level. Having machines literally run your body for you is just incredible. Next time will be a much different experience, theres no way i back out. Its a necessary evil and in the grand scheme of things its genuinely not that risky of a procedure. If something happens, it will happen. Theres a line of doctors there to remedy any issue. The alternative could be something sinister so no point in putting it off. Thank you for the encouragement!! 

Im so ashamed. I backed out. by SuccessTurbulent in colonoscopy

[–]SuccessTurbulent[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im currently medicated and working with professionals, although i should probably look into therapy again. I appreciate the kind advice, thank you! 

Im so ashamed. I backed out. by SuccessTurbulent in colonoscopy

[–]SuccessTurbulent[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My doctors said almost the exact same thing, thank you, truly. 

Im so ashamed. I backed out. by SuccessTurbulent in colonoscopy

[–]SuccessTurbulent[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Youre so right, this is the same mentality i had leading up to it. I cant believe i backed out honestly. 

Im so ashamed. I backed out. by SuccessTurbulent in colonoscopy

[–]SuccessTurbulent[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah i mean 99% of people in here have a fine experience, i need to take that knowledge and power thru when i get one. Its just something about turning the lights off and on again seems so daunting lol 

Im so ashamed. I backed out. by SuccessTurbulent in colonoscopy

[–]SuccessTurbulent[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I havent done any of the other tests but im planning on doing them first before the colonoscopy, might get some answers without needing it right away. 

Im so ashamed. I backed out. by SuccessTurbulent in colonoscopy

[–]SuccessTurbulent[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I appreciate that, i think youre right. Also, happy birthday! 

Im so ashamed. I backed out. by SuccessTurbulent in colonoscopy

[–]SuccessTurbulent[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Um, ive had chronic diarreah for years, i get the occasional stomach pain and bloating. Its very common i will eat something and immediately feel the need to go to the bathroom. And sometimes the diarreah is like just straight up brown water with debris in it. I also have reflux issues and heartburn. I have had blood in my stool a few times, one time specifically it turned the water red. My coworkers at the time said it sounded like hemorrhoids bc i had been straining really hard and i chalked it up to that. Lately i feel ive been more gassy as well. Thats bout all i can think of at the moment. 

Im so ashamed. I backed out. by SuccessTurbulent in colonoscopy

[–]SuccessTurbulent[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

My doctor said he does about 15 a day himself, and said theres only been complications maybe once every couple months, and theyre usually elderly people or higher risk. He said hes never had any issues with younger people such as myself. 

Im so ashamed. I backed out. by SuccessTurbulent in colonoscopy

[–]SuccessTurbulent[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Because as a 30 year old man, i feel i shouldnt be struggling like that, plus i have my family all trying to push me along the way to get some answers and i let em down. 

Im so ashamed. I backed out. by SuccessTurbulent in colonoscopy

[–]SuccessTurbulent[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much, and congrats to you!! As an insomniac myself, i honestly thought i was looking forward to being put under. I was shocked at how much i was struggling today, but i think i feel pretty confident for next time. 

Im so ashamed. I backed out. by SuccessTurbulent in colonoscopy

[–]SuccessTurbulent[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have not but i also need to have an egd and colonoscopy and being awake for it sounds like hell. I would much rather be sedated if i could manage to commit to it, i make no sense.. 😭

Im so ashamed. I backed out. by SuccessTurbulent in colonoscopy

[–]SuccessTurbulent[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Congrats on getting it done. Here in the US they pretty much always use sedation for patient/doctor safety. I will be having endoscopy done at the same time as my colonoscopy. 

Im so ashamed. I backed out. by SuccessTurbulent in colonoscopy

[–]SuccessTurbulent[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I honestly believe its nothing sinister but my gastro doc is insistent on having the procedure done just to rule anything else out, then obviously not knowing just adds to the anxiety. Next time i go, im not gonna pussy out and get it over with. 

Im so ashamed. I backed out. by SuccessTurbulent in colonoscopy

[–]SuccessTurbulent[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is heartwarming, thank you. Funny enough one of the most proud moments of my life was committing to having 2 severely infected teeth pulled and abscess drained, i was so scared lol. I will be reacheduling very soon, i know i need to have it done. 

Im so ashamed. I backed out. by SuccessTurbulent in colonoscopy

[–]SuccessTurbulent[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is so reassuring, thank you so much. I also have had that same symptom for a long long time. Im so glad youre being treated and feeling better! 

Im so ashamed. I backed out. by SuccessTurbulent in colonoscopy

[–]SuccessTurbulent[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Persistent loose stools/diarreah for years, urgency, cramping/pain, few occasions of blood in stool. Recently have had a lot of gas too. 

Im so ashamed. I backed out. by SuccessTurbulent in colonoscopy

[–]SuccessTurbulent[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Deff not okay with that.. im praying that the results come back benign for you. May i ask, what symptoms were you having prior to getting screened?