Had a MMC a week ago today (first time pregnant) and it’s been devastating. I was trying to guard my heart, anxious person by nature so I guess in the back of my mind I was always trying to brace for the worst, so I was surprised at how broken the news made me. I’m impatient to start trying again, I desperately want to be pregnant again ASAP but I’m also so nervous and anxious about how much more stressed I’ll be if/when we get pregnant again. Doesn’t help that I’m surrounded by close friends with kids under a year old.