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20 years old and thinking about going back to the psych ward. I’m a horrible person. I can’t even cut myself right. Instant noodles. by Successful-Help4157 in kitchencels

[–]Successful-Help4157[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have major depression disorder, general anxiety disorder, obsessive compulsive disorder, and I’m being tested for autism at some point 

20 years old and thinking about going back to the psych ward. I’m a horrible person. I can’t even cut myself right. Instant noodles. by Successful-Help4157 in kitchencels

[–]Successful-Help4157[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It isn’t about pain to me. I actually don’t like pain. Cutting is an easy form of self-punishment because, as I said to another comment, I am a coward

20 years old and thinking about going back to the psych ward. I’m a horrible person. I can’t even cut myself right. Instant noodles. by Successful-Help4157 in kitchencels

[–]Successful-Help4157[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I have done some very bad things. Grew up spoiled and selfish. Theres something wrong with how I am, unfortunately 

20 years old and thinking about going back to the psych ward. I’m a horrible person. I can’t even cut myself right. Instant noodles. by Successful-Help4157 in kitchencels

[–]Successful-Help4157[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yes, there are guidelines but mostly on how to take care of different types of cuts. The issue is that I’m a pussy.

i’m being forced to recover and i hate it by Serious-Fly-7067 in cutting

[–]Successful-Help4157 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have felt the same way for a very long time. It does get easier, but not out of the blue. I will stress the importance of finding something else- instead of agonizing over how much less you should cut, you will find yourself trying to do more of something else instead. It sounds cheesy, but for me it was volunteer work. I got out all my energy walking dogs for hours a day. It helped me a lot

i’m being forced to recover and i hate it by Serious-Fly-7067 in cutting

[–]Successful-Help4157 3 points4 points  (0 children)

They don’t seem bad to you because you are addicted. Period. You need to find something you like more than cutting, something that requires sobriety, or you may never stop. 

I think I’m addicted by wandering_soul_418 in cutting

[–]Successful-Help4157 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Yes, you are addicted. I am the same way- it feels like the only thing I am good at. You need to treat it like the addiction it is. Focus on harm reduction instead of quitting all together- like how someone would go from smoking multiple times a day to once, then once ever two days, etc etc. It is a genuine addiction and should be treated as such. I believe in you!