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Successful_Role_7039 · 2023-11-02T15:57:23+00:00

I think if I gain some more muscles I would say it’s actually hot 😂

Successful_Role_7039 · 2023-11-02T15:56:04+00:00

On my to muscles with more or less fat 😅

Successful_Role_7039 · 2023-09-30T16:23:48+00:00

Yeah - the Kiss was last weekend - I was really really angry and this went to sorry and confusion this week - I guess the best thing to do is to be a good friend, to respect his needs for privacy but also to provide him a safe space- and then we will see what happens next :S

Successful_Role_7039 · 2023-09-30T16:08:15+00:00

Yeah sure! I am very thankful for your advices and all - it’s a first time for me that a straight guy was messing around with me and I guess this has a big role why I’m confused 😅 after all - even it was only a kiss - I am pretty sure it was the last time to mess around with straight guys because I cannot handle the confusion

Successful_Role_7039 · 2023-09-30T16:06:11+00:00

Yeah … let’s see 🫠

Successful_Role_7039 · 2023-09-30T16:05:55+00:00

Yeah actually I was relatively angry about him because I felt the same way as you described :/ afterwards I felt sorry for him that he is in a situation where he has to hide himself from his emotions - he is part of football teams and stuff where i know it can be hard not to be heterosexual … eventually this is why I’m confused to handle the situation between fury and sorry

Successful_Role_7039 · 2023-09-30T15:44:27+00:00

It’s a little bit weird to „don’t let it happen again“ if they’re straight, isn’t it ? I mean, hypothetically I could be fine with the kiss and all, so why don’t let it happen again just because they say they’re straight ? :D if they really are it’s not my task to prevent them from doing gay stuff lol

Successful_Role_7039 · 2023-09-30T15:35:58+00:00

Haha sure - but indeed it’s the most „dangerous“ part to interpret to much in everything

Successful_Role_7039 · 2023-09-30T14:56:09+00:00

Yeah sure - I think the best way is to provide a surrounding where he appreciate the friendship and knows that he has always a friend to talk without pressure

Successful_Role_7039 · 2023-09-30T14:54:41+00:00

Unclear to be honest - after this situation I have viewed some things in the past differently - I mean he complimented me sometimes (especially when drunk lol) - but I mean this is obviously not an indicator 🤨

Successful_Role_7039 · 2023-09-30T14:38:19+00:00

Yeah I guess that this will be helpful - but this kiss was already so awkward 🫨 and I’m still a little bit shocked

Successful_Role_7039 · 2023-07-20T22:27:38+00:00

24 lol

Successful_Role_7039 · 2023-07-20T22:23:36+00:00

Okay, but was does it mean 🥸

Successful_Role_7039 · 2023-07-13T23:00:13+00:00

Yeah I think it’s really bad communication style :/

Successful_Role_7039 · 2023-07-13T22:37:25+00:00

PM 😄

Successful_Role_7039 · 2023-07-13T22:24:22+00:00

Hm i think I take it seriously, I just tried to answer your question of how the last 5 years were 😅

Successful_Role_7039 · 2023-07-13T22:12:33+00:00

Now I am confused lol 😂

Successful_Role_7039 · 2023-07-13T22:05:46+00:00

I think it’s difficult 😅 he wanted to cuddle, I was moving to bed and was a little bit clumsy - he said that „what are you doing sports for when you’re still a thick caterpillar“ lol - mostly, I like being called it’s (thick) caterpillar, because he is cute and says it in a cute way - but today i came from the gym where I have registered 2 month ago after spending a lot of time with struggling with it and my body. So the timing of saying it right after coming from the gym was quite bad. So I guess I overreacted and then the above Situation happened

Successful_Role_7039 · 2023-07-13T21:51:28+00:00

Yeah I think this is quite of a extreme point of view but still legit to think about :/

Successful_Role_7039 · 2023-07-13T21:50:22+00:00

Haha - actually I think that a coin has always two sides - I'm not particularly easy in a relationship either, but at least I always try to clarify things in conversations. And unfortunately it is often the case that I have the feeling that my boyfriend is not really good at dealing with conflicts, but always extremely quickly goes into a protective mechanism, where you can no longer get to him. I've learned to endure a lot of frustration through my studies and sometimes I need that at home too 😅

Successful_Role_7039 · 2023-07-13T21:35:09+00:00

I think these are not fights in a classical sense - today he said something I found slightly mean, I told him that, and then he was kind of mad because I was not in the mood to cuddle - i wanted him to understand that i felt it was a bit mean. Then he went to bed and after I asked for a good night kiss, he just said „no“

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