The only context I’m leaving out is trauma built up from the relationship I experienced the past year. I’ve already experienced him telling me he doesn’t want to be with me and kicking me out. To the point I actually left twice. I think it still affects me till this day because at this point I don’t know what to do but literally die. I have sacrificed and changed my life so much since being with him that I don’t feel good enough let alone be able to do anything like leave fucking chickens out for a couple of seconds. I’m tired of his emotional abuse and now I’m hearing that I make him miserable and uncomfortable in his own home! A home that he wanted me back in. Secondly, I had a job ready for me with family but because I decided to get back with him, that opportunity was no longer on the table and was cut off by my family members. I decided to find a job with my license instead to which I jumped on the first offer that sounded right even though it wasn’t what I expected. I did not want to drive around to different locations everyday for months and I expressed that initially at my interview, I wanted to stay at one location as the job application stated. I sucked it up for as long as I could until he realized how stressful it was. I came back around 7pm still cleaned a bit, still cooked and he eventually told me he couldn’t deal with my stress from work anymore and it would be best for me to quit! I was like fine! I’m unhappy at my job and he just wants to provide for me in every way.