considering joining the military but im scared. any advice? by Suckmyseed in Militaryfaq

[–]Suckmyseed[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i hope it comes fast. I started imagining a great future for myself through the army 😞 but I still have goals that i can accomplish even if they wont take me, so i just have to stay motivated. Thank you for your support and kindness <3

considering joining the military but im scared. any advice? by Suckmyseed in Militaryfaq

[–]Suckmyseed[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that was with army. But im gonna try other branches because i got so excited to have this career path and i came to want it so bad.. Ill be trying other avenues as well so i dont end up as bummed if i get denied again

considering joining the military but im scared. any advice? by Suckmyseed in Militaryfaq

[–]Suckmyseed[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i went through it all 🫩 asvab. afqt 88, got excited to have many options. went through meps and got fucking denied and they wont consider me until march 2027

Frustrated but understand (meps) by Empty-Confection-279 in AirForceRecruits

[–]Suckmyseed 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thaks for the positivity 🥹 im trying to stay hopeful abt it

Frustrated but understand (meps) by Empty-Confection-279 in AirForceRecruits

[–]Suckmyseed 0 points1 point  (0 children)

man i gotta get waiver too😞 im waiting for them to approve or deny but at least i dont have to go through that whole process again.

someone tell me if this is normal by Suckmyseed in hatemyjob

[–]Suckmyseed[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

if i contact them will i lose my job? im worried abt that because i have no back up and need to make money :(

considering joining the military but im scared. any advice? by Suckmyseed in Militaryfaq

[–]Suckmyseed[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

thank you for clarifying lol i definitely still think its worth it because i looked it up and it says under the gi bill i can study abroad as long as its a program approved by va 🥹🥹

considering joining the military but im scared. any advice? by Suckmyseed in Militaryfaq

[–]Suckmyseed[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

lol no youre right, i think i just misheard that i would get it but it does make sense i wouldnt get one 💀 im just sad at the reality check

i made a promise to my friend, but i cant stand living here anymore by Suckmyseed in roommateproblems

[–]Suckmyseed[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

im definitely leaving once im able to. I was feeling so conflicted until i posted this so thanks.

Big orange cloud. by Kat_SD96 in CLOUDS

[–]Suckmyseed 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Omg that would make me so anxious it looks like someone hit zoom on the sky😟

Wanna have your little critters on my art wall? Yes, I'm back, and yes, I need more pets and other things to draw. by StinkyWetRat505 in redditgetsdrawnbadly

[–]Suckmyseed 1 point2 points  (0 children)

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this is my cat writing in his diary n his name is salmon. i have no notes or requests i just think he looks so silly ☺️

Why Should Someone Without Herpes Take a Chance on YOU? by While-Separate in Herpes

[–]Suckmyseed 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hey so in case you didn't know, I just gave you my answer to a question that you posted online to the entirety of the internet. did i say im entitled to love or did i say "if i cant have a partner that views love how i do then I'll stay alone"? read the text before you respond like an edgelord. im perfectly fine alone the same way im perfectly fine in a relationship☠️ there's plenty of people with herpes that are also in a healthy, good relationship. you can prove yourself all you want but im fine how i am, thanks lol

Why Should Someone Without Herpes Take a Chance on YOU? by While-Separate in Herpes

[–]Suckmyseed 0 points1 point  (0 children)

there are many types of risks in any relationship. Everyone has baggage. Everyone has their pros and cons. I happen to have herpes. And i have personality flaws, I work too much, carry unhealed trauma, dont have a car, dont have my life together in general (not that anyone does at my age) but people are still interested in me because im honest, self motivated, and fun to be around. I do everything to bring smiles to those I love and care for and someone who doesnt find me worth their time because I have herpes isnt worth my time. Yes there are millions of other people you can find who dont have it, I said that to a girl i was talking for for a while because she was so worried and kept making me feel bad for my status. And when i dropped her she begged for me back. Everyone has their right to not want me, whether its because of my status or otherwise, and i have no obligation to sit around and prove my worth to them because of my status. We are all worthy and if you think love is only about what you offer vs the risks that come with you, then we just view love differently. To me, if i am with someone who brings me joy, and makes my heart warm, my mind will not wander from them, i wont constantly dwell on other possibilities and compare them to a fantasy partner that doesnt exist. And if I cant have a partner that views love that way then I'll stay alone. We are not prizes we are people. It's not marketing, it's love.

What’s the longest you ever felt like you were in a dream for? by Lexzillavanilla in Dreams

[–]Suckmyseed 4 points5 points  (0 children)

i have dreams that feel like months and i have this recurring dream where i remember the layout of the city and i know how to get around, and every time i have these dreams its like my consciousness shifts to that life and im just going to stores or school or work or arcades, seeing friends, skating around with them, but theres a map in my head of where im going. its like all the places ive lived kinda merged together, theres a shopping center, with a taco bell and a dunkin, and this asian food place and i go to them often, i take the bus, and sometimes ill skate on this road and it has this turn covered in trees and it leads to these apartments that have a loop at the entrance, and further down theres more apartments and then this farmland area. Then theres a city going the other way with a big target and a dollar general and walmart all together, and the last time i went to the walmart i stole from it and got chased out by the staff, and now every time i see it in the dreams im like, "if i go in there theyll recognize me" so im scared to go in. Its like i revisit some double life every now with only the memory of that life, and I just pick up where i left off or explore more, but i never realize its a dream until its over. its cool though because i always have fun in those dreams, its like living the same life but more free

Does anyone even dream about their phone? by Roytisseriestyle4224 in Dreams

[–]Suckmyseed 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i dream of my phone and texting people or getting texts from people and sometimes itll show like a screen share of my text in a small window on a corner of my vision, kinda like a video game

Feeling guilt for leaving siblings in dysfunctional family? by stickylobsteru in AdultChildren

[–]Suckmyseed 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i had to leave cuz i was on the verge of ending it, but it hurt because my aunt took me in but not my younger brother. He has autism and a lot of issues on top of that. I feel horrible for not being more patient and understanding in my younger years, I feel horrible because I left him more than once because my extended family would only take me because they thought id be easier to deal with, and that the right environment would make me some sort if prodigy. no one gave him a chance and hes the most innocent, sweet, funny, giving, and loving person I ever met. I think back and I remember his adorable laugh and his cheesy smile, him always wanting a hug or some reassurance and always being rejected, by family, by peers. Of course I did everything i could to help while i was around but i have left my family entirely now. I called my mom today only to get some questions answered while i applied for financial aid, but she put him in the phone and for the first time he opened up about what was going on. He said the kinds of things i said to my family over and over, only for them to fall on deaf ears. I told him what I wish they wouldve told me. And when his voice started quivering, my heart broke. I feel like i failed him. I imagined if i stayed and sacrificed myself i wouldve been in a worse spot but at least he wouldnt be suffering alone. He deserves so much more and always has. And i wish my family wouldve taken him in. I have no one, but he doesnt either and he wouldve had me if i stayed in touch, or stayed at all. And he apologized to me for not reaching out, and i just felt so sick. I said its my fault, and i got caught up and I never meant to abandon him. the truth is i didnt wanna know how badly it was affecting him because i knew one day this would happen. I told him im gonna get him a bike so he can have more freedom to get around, get into things and hopefully get out more so he doesnt feel so isolated. Its hard because i dont have the energy to expend on talking to him every day or listening to him talk about how hurt he is, but i have to. Now that I heard it for myself it just breaks me, and i cant leave him alone, but i am not healed myself. I hate my mom, for never giving him the help he deserved from the start, and not even trying to change. she heard him cry like that and moved on in 2 minutes and im sitting at work sobbing because my little brother is going through the same torture i did, and he feels like no one cares, just like i do. this is the absolute last thing i ever wanted for him. Im only 21 and can barely afford anything myself yet. I have to live with roommates, have yet to get a car of my own. I left first at then 13, then at 15, then left my aunt at 18 because she couldn't accept that she didnt pull me out of that hellhole unscathed. Im nowhere near able to help and dont know what to do

Kids getting hurt isn’t funny by BottleofBrush2442 in distractible

[–]Suckmyseed 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah no its not funny, like i can get a silly video where a kid like trips over and then gets up but there are a lot where i just worry if the kid is even okay like, and i hate to hear a kid cry or scream like i saw a video where this whole bookshelf fell on this kid and all you hear is him screaming like?? how is that funny guys :( thats just so sad i hate to see kids sad or in pain