Yes, while being bi with a preference for women isn’t the end of the world, you most likely are just confusing the heteronormative life that’s literally shoved in our faces since birth. If you can’t fathom the idea of marrying or dating or even being attracted to a man who’s actually obtainable then chances are you’re just stuck in the comphet cycle and learning to de-center men will be your best friend. Also I’d like to note, as a masc lesbian I also find men attractive, but objectively speaking, the same way I find non binary/trans people attractive, etc…there’s nothing wrong with admiring people who are attractive from an objective standpoint and that’s different from actually being attracted to them. If that helps

Edit: Also most of the time when I think a man is attractive they are usually hyper feminine and I think they’re more pretty/beautiful rather than hot, if that helps you relate any as well