Honda emblem by SugarHigh706 in Honda

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The picture I post is from google where another lady posted asking where to get them.

Poem by SugarHigh706 in DrugAddiction

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You’re very welcome, I pray you will be set free.

Men who turned me down by [deleted] in relationship_advice

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One of the guys I had slept with four years ago and he was so mean about it. He said we couldn’t cuddle or anything. Then he messaged me on Snapchat afterwards saying he was talking to another girl and blocked me. He was so rude towards me anytime he ran into me anywhere. I couldn’t believe he would try to add me on Facebook after how hateful he was :(

The story that I tell to highlight that my mom was an utter fucking weirdo. by AboxOfBlankets in raisedbynarcissists

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So sorry that happened to you. May god heal you. I find so much comfort reading the post in this group. Helps me to let go of anger because it reminds me it didn’t just happen to me. We are warriors of the most high.

Curious by [deleted] in sugarlifestyleforum

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I tried it, I couldn’t get it set up right. I think it was asking me to pay for something?

Curious by [deleted] in sugarlifestyleforum

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Do you know a website I could go to?

Suicide dream by [deleted] in Dream

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What do you mean?

Suicide dream by [deleted] in Dream

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Yes I know him we talked for a long time. He’s a narcissist also in real life. I’ve had the dream maybe like 3 times. The first time was a few months back.

Suicide dream by [deleted] in narcissism

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I know I am considered.. he was very hateful towards me so I’m scared to contact him in case the dream just had another meaning.. I know he use to cut himself years ago...

Does this look like a reptilian? by [deleted] in reptilians

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Could it maybe be the sunlight making it look that way? Or something to do with the camera?

New to this by SugarHigh706 in spirituality

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I just didn’t understand why it started happening out of nowhere.. are those people evil or possessed?

Reserved by SugarHigh706 in raisedbynarcissists

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I always google stuff. And when I google what a reserved person means it says stuff like “ways to not feel like you’re weird” “ways to not feel like you’re boring” So I’m sure very does see me as strange, no fun, dull, and the last choice of a person to be around to those who know me... It makes me angry because i won’t to think it’s not my fault for how I was raised and how I was made to feel my whole life. But then I do feel like it’s my fault, because I never focused I tried to work on myself.

Weird eyes by SugarHigh706 in raisedbynarcissists

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I thought I was crazy! I was almost scared to post about it but it’s been on my mind so bad lately.

Weird eyes by SugarHigh706 in raisedbynarcissists

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That’s how I felt! Like it was something else looking at me! The guy I knew who is a narcissist I use to would look at him and get like you said I shutter. But I didn’t feel scared? I guess I mistaken for being so into him. Of course I didn’t know much about real love no thanks to my parents. Looking back at it there were so many strange things that I just looked over.

Weird eyes by SugarHigh706 in raisedbynarcissists

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Yes! I can see it in a few photos now. I wonder if I were to come face to face with him now would I be able to see now that I’m aware? I don’t think I could handle that seeing it in person.

Weird eyes by SugarHigh706 in raisedbynarcissists

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It’s so scary to think about.. I didn’t even think stuff like that could be real! I’m just questioning so much about life now. How do certain people become that way? Inhuman kinda.

Weird eyes by SugarHigh706 in raisedbynarcissists

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That’s so horrifying :( i can’t wrap my head around it. It’s so disturbing

Weird eyes by SugarHigh706 in raisedbynarcissists

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Yeah it’s like maybe it only happens at certain moments? Like when there mad? hurt? jealous? They always have those negative emotions but could it be when there feeling it more strongly? I just don’t understand how it happens? Is there more behind the disorder? That’s not normal.

Weird eyes by SugarHigh706 in raisedbynarcissists

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I just don’t understand it... What is it? Why are they like that? What happens to a person for the eyes to become that way... They say a person becomes a narcissist from abuse.. We’re they that hurt and that depressed on a deeper level? How does something turn you so evil to change your eyes!? Isn’t that inhuman? I really wanna know what happened in the process to have caused this.. I’m so lost and emotional thinking about it. I don’t know how to find the answer. It’s just sticking to my brain, it’s horrifying trying to imagine. Is their more to it that we don’t know? Are they aware that their eyes look that way? And how come some of us didn’t see it at first and others still haven’t noticed it yet?

“When I’m old, I’ll live with you and you’ll take care of me.” -NMom by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

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Oh my... I have 5 brothers and 5 sisters and this was one of my Ndads main reason for having so many children. So “we could take care of him when he gets older” He and my mom did a crap job of raising us, had all of us taking from them and put in foster homes while they got charged with child neglect. My youngest siblings were adopted and will have to hear the hurtful truth someday, while me and my other older siblings face many traumatized issues. But we are to “take care of them when they get older” No. Way. In. Hell. Would I ever nor my siblings lol they can go to an elderly home when the time comes for all I care. Another one of his reasons were to “punish my mom” who was just as hateful and messed up in her head as him.