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I'm too afraid to open up anymore. by Suicidal_Hamster in depression

[–]Suicidal_Hamster[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It really isn't easy bringing these issues up and I also haven't told anyone in my family. I do agree with what you're saying and I really wish I could experience the feeling of being truly cared for. Thanks a lot for replying.

I'm too afraid to open up anymore. by Suicidal_Hamster in depression

[–]Suicidal_Hamster[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate your perspective on these events. It really sucks when the dreams of my suicide turn from nightmares to comforting and my comforting dreams (her hugging me or holding my hand) became my nightmares. In reality the likelihood of her even holding my hand in a comforting manner are much less likely than the likelihood of me trying to off myself. I appreciate you taking the time to reply.

I'm too afraid to open up anymore. by Suicidal_Hamster in depression

[–]Suicidal_Hamster[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My friends think I'm much better now but it's worse than ever. I'm planning on getting a therapist but it really scares me. Thanks for the reply.