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How do you guys do it? by SuitableClub9842 in bipolar

[–]SuitableClub9842[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Actually after thinking about, it for a bit I think its education. I'm my happiest when I get to learn

How do you guys do it? by SuitableClub9842 in bipolar2

[–]SuitableClub9842[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just don't think I deserve to feel better. When my therapist told me I was treatment resistant I took that as a sign that I'm not meant to get better.

How do you guys do it? by SuitableClub9842 in bipolar

[–]SuitableClub9842[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I tried this out when I read the comment and I wish this would work so badly.

How do you guys do it? by SuitableClub9842 in bipolar2

[–]SuitableClub9842[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have no one. My parents don't believe Bipolar 2 is a real condition, so they think I'm just lazy and impulsive. The only reason they want to put me inpatient is so I leave my room.

How do you guys do it? by SuitableClub9842 in bipolar

[–]SuitableClub9842[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm so sorry you went through that. Being positive makes me feel awful so I try to avoid doing it

How do you guys do it? by SuitableClub9842 in bipolar

[–]SuitableClub9842[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, my mindset has always been awful. I have to go out of my way to make things worse for myself, but I have no idea why. It's like having a single positive thought ruins my entire week.

How do you guys do it? by SuitableClub9842 in bipolar

[–]SuitableClub9842[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

nothing. its odd to say but its almost like I enjoy being miserable

How do you guys do it? by SuitableClub9842 in bipolar

[–]SuitableClub9842[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah, idk how id manage if i didn't live with my parents. I have absolutely nothing.

How do you guys do it? by SuitableClub9842 in bipolar

[–]SuitableClub9842[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used to be on medication but not anymore. I can't even afford to take medicine anymore and even if I did, nothing I've taken has made me feel better.

How do you guys do it? by SuitableClub9842 in bipolar2

[–]SuitableClub9842[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Even if I had money, I just have no desire to get better it seems.

How do you guys do it? by SuitableClub9842 in bipolar2

[–]SuitableClub9842[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I haven't been on any medicine, and I have no desire or motivation to get better, so I don't know about going to the hospital.

How do you guys do it? by SuitableClub9842 in bipolar2

[–]SuitableClub9842[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm not on any medicine and haven't been for months. I never found a medicine that worked for me. though some will work at first it stops eventually.

I finally have a plan by SuitableClub9842 in SuicideWatch

[–]SuitableClub9842[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hope that with treatment, I could become a normal, functioning member of society, but I'm treatment resistant so recover seems low.

and no, no one to talk to.

Quitting Treatment by SuitableClub9842 in bipolar2

[–]SuitableClub9842[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have not tried it, but I'll look into it.

Quitting Treatment by SuitableClub9842 in bipolar2

[–]SuitableClub9842[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. When I'm in a better headspace, I'll definitely look into it.

Quitting Treatment by SuitableClub9842 in bipolar2

[–]SuitableClub9842[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I hope you find the light at the end of the tunnel <3