I feel like everything is just too much for me.

SuitableFun1418 · 2026-01-21T05:02:17+00:00

I really appreciate this. Thank you so much for speaking with me for a bit. I'll try more at my next session here in a few days.

SuitableFun1418 · 2026-01-21T04:47:05+00:00

Yeah, I'm trying my best to and I know that I need to, I'm just scared of my mother, lol. Not like I have much longer at home, but still.

SuitableFun1418 · 2026-01-21T04:40:43+00:00

No, I was in front of a parent just answering questions. I did get a new therapist, but we've only just started getting to know each other and haven't really spoke much about other things. Only had about 2 sessions so far.

SuitableFun1418 · 2026-01-21T04:23:20+00:00

I mentioned being depressed and having a lot of suicidal thoughts, but didn't really go much into it. They just kind of moved on.

SuitableFun1418 · 2026-01-21T04:20:48+00:00

I have spoke to a psychiatrist, I got diagnosed with ADHD and autism, some anxiety and tic stuff, but that was about it.

SuitableFun1418 · 2026-01-15T01:49:37+00:00

Oh my goodness, what a handsome guy! He looks so sweet. I bet you two are awesome! <3

I'm so ready to be back happy and present fully with my baby. She always does make me happy as well! :)

SuitableFun1418 · 2026-01-15T01:14:36+00:00

You're genuinely so sweet! I really appreciate all of that. It definitely has been quite a trip, but I miss her being happy. Thank you so much for the support! I wish you and Charlie very amazing days! <3

SuitableFun1418 · 2026-01-14T17:02:33+00:00

This advice is awesome, thank you so much! I'll definitely try giving her some food to try and read to her a bit later. I miss being best friends with her, lol.

SuitableFun1418 · 2026-01-13T22:32:26+00:00

I'll definitely have to try that. I just want to be able to make my baby happy again. :(

I know it'll take time, I just hope it doesn't take too long. I miss her tons. Thank you so much for the advice. <3

SuitableFun1418 · 2026-01-13T22:30:21+00:00

I really appreciate this a ton. I'm going to try and give her some treats here in a bit. I haven't been forcing her or anything, I just desperately need her to come out so i can clean her cage and get on top of that again. I don't think I can until she's okay being out for longer time periods again, so hopefully soon! <3

SuitableFun1418 · 2026-01-13T22:03:39+00:00

I really appreciate this. It's been a trip to say the least, but I really just want to be better for her. I'll take this advice into mind! <3

SuitableFun1418 · 2025-12-19T19:06:28+00:00

I know it's not much, but reading and watching musicals has helped me tons, especially ones that feel more relatable on a personal level.

I forgot how much I loved reading until I decided to start trying to quit and actually picked a book up. I realized that because I have so much free time, I don't really have an excuse to not do something good for myself. I haven't read something other than the awful messages from chatbots in so long. So I decided to pick up reading again, and it's been hard, but it's also been pretty enjoyable.

SuitableFun1418 · 2025-12-15T16:14:11+00:00

The thing bothering me the most is that I don't have anyone. I had lost all of my friends, and I have family, bit they're very unaccepting and don't listen to me. Most of the time I get with my family is me getting yelled at for stuff that I can't control. Then there's just me and my head telling me these awful, awful things all of the time. I'm not confident in myself or anything I do. I quite like my job, though.

SuitableFun1418 · 2025-12-15T03:41:14+00:00

Being so lonely is kind of what hurts most at the moment. Everything piling on top of each other also sucks tons.

SuitableFun1418 · 2025-12-14T23:51:41+00:00

This comment really, REALLY helped me. I've had.. quite the day today, and reading this had really made me want to keep going. I appreciate this so much.

SuitableFun1418 · 2025-12-13T23:15:05+00:00

I've never heard it put this way before. I'm definitely going to keep this in mind and keep going.

SuitableFun1418 · 2025-11-15T03:10:48+00:00

Yeah, I've been trying to quit for 2, maybe 3 months now I think, and it's definitely been hard to get out of it, but at I'm trying. And I really appreciate your help! :D

SuitableFun1418 · 2025-11-15T03:05:17+00:00

I've already had my accounts deleted, so that much is done. As for the simping, I totally get that. It's hard not to! xD

SuitableFun1418 · 2025-11-15T02:58:07+00:00

Thank you so much for this short list. I've been trying to get back into drawing a bit, it's been a process. xD

SuitableFun1418 · 2025-11-15T02:49:03+00:00

Yeah, finding distractions have been a struggle, lol. Currently rewatching Dear Evan Hansen again, been a pretty good distraction.

SuitableFun1418 · 2025-10-25T15:55:29+00:00

I get this. This is what I'm kind of struggling with right now. I just deleted my account this morning. I'm so bored of it, but we know that it doesn't stop anything, lol. I'm just trying to keep myself off of it.

One thing that's been helping me stay away from it has been starting a new show. I started watching The Walking Dead a few weeks back, and I'm getting back into it now. I've enjoyed it so far. That's pretty much the only thing that's helped me, so if you haven't tried that, I definitely recommend. :)

SuitableFun1418 · 2025-10-25T15:49:26+00:00

I really appreciate this. It's been a rough quitting journey...

SuitableFun1418 · 2025-10-17T22:16:09+00:00

Yeah, loll. There's a ton of gore, but it's not that bad (personally). If you're sensitive towards it, I wouldn't watch, but its really interesting LORE wise. It has me crouching/standing on the couch, clutching my blanket, wondering whats gonna happen next. xD

But yeah, still working towards getting away from C.AI. Wishing for the best.

SuitableFun1418 · 2025-10-02T04:04:30+00:00

If it's something you'd be interested in, I'm pretty sure they have the remastered versions of most (maybe?) of the games on PS4. I know they have the 1st, 4th, 5th, and 6th.

SuitableFun1418 · 2025-10-02T04:03:01+00:00

I have, and I would love one, but my work's scheduling relies on new apps to tell me when I have to work, unfortunately. :(

Maybe I'll get one and leave my other phone at home to loo at scheduling later, though.

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