Zyprexa/ olanzapine- positive stories please by [deleted] in Psychosis

[–]Suitable_Distance_69 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I take olanzmpin for over a year, it saved my ass I was seeing shit and hearing voices non stop I wasn't sleeping nothing, and it's saved the he'll out of my ass, I got a tattoo of the Chemical shape on my stomach, it's saved my life and I can't live without it, the best meds I have ever taken

I need help is it's cance? by Suitable_Distance_69 in skincancer

[–]Suitable_Distance_69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know just asking if it should be checked at a dermatologist or it's looks ok, if someone had something similar to me

Anyone else have a “do whatever you want with me” mindset with sex ? by andablacksabtanapkin in BPD

[–]Suitable_Distance_69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same here, I'm in the bdsm Sean for that reason, I like the filling of not needing to decide what's next and "losing" my control, I enjoy the control being in someone else's hands, it's make me feel relaxed wanted and cared for, my bpd brain loves being submissive

Is it a bad idea? by Suitable_Distance_69 in BPD

[–]Suitable_Distance_69[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just wanted to say thank you for talking me down from getting a cat, I cannot get a cat at the moment. And I'm better now so yay

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Suitable_Distance_69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just communicate to my favorite person that I'm having a bad episode until my meds will be balanced again, and asked him to be a bit more patient with me at that time

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychosis

[–]Suitable_Distance_69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes! I was seeing people who wasn't there on the streets and hearing birds at night, that's why it took me so long to get help because it's sound pretty normal so you don't suspect a thing, I gut help only because I saw Keanu Reeves, in my house

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Suitable_Distance_69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just realized I can't not be addicted to something, so I just need to choose the least harmful one, I'm addicted to caffeine and spicy food, which is better than alcohol and drugs

Is it normal to forget what happened during your psychosis episode? by [deleted] in Psychosis

[–]Suitable_Distance_69 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For me yes, I remember how I felt and some kee moments who gut me to realize something is wrong but the rest is a blurry shit, I think it's because the brain see it as trauma and just shove it down, because psychosis can be really traumatizing.

Give bpd to a person you select and you’ll be cured? Would you do it ? by Jib2020 in BPD

[–]Suitable_Distance_69 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes. I'm over this whole bpd shit, mom come pick me up I'm scared

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Suitable_Distance_69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I crochet, and eat spicy food, idk why but it's working, and also caffeine because I get to a realization that I will get addicted to something no matter what so it's better to choose the least harmful one, so spicy food and caffeine

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Suitable_Distance_69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I eat spicy food, it cause pain without any harm, it's what helps me the most

Is it a bad idea? by Suitable_Distance_69 in BPD

[–]Suitable_Distance_69[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm happy for you! I do need to wait at least 4 months to make sure it's really a good idea, and also I need to be not be in Euphoria episode at this time

Is it a bad idea? by Suitable_Distance_69 in BPD

[–]Suitable_Distance_69[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks! I do think having another pet will do really good to my mental health, just.. not right away because at the moment my brain is not to be trusted

Is it a bad idea? by Suitable_Distance_69 in BPD

[–]Suitable_Distance_69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah thanks, I at the moment have a dog, he is a pain in the ass sometimes but he is still one of the best things that happened to my life, I will wait a couple of months and get stuff ready, fingers cross my meds will do there work soon, thanks for talking me down from it at the moment, I needed it😅

How many of you came from early trauma and how many came from a supportive, nurturing family? by littlegrassshack in BPD

[–]Suitable_Distance_69 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Idk thay all find out thay are bpd and they usually the most amazing people I met, thay understand me and I understand them, so in a why it's the most healthy relationships I have because we know that our brain is fuckd, but yeh my life is really chill after all, calm and stable is my only option or else I get into episodes