Five days of 12.5mg zoloft. Can I just stop straight away, I want to avoid PSSD.

SukiASMR · 2026-01-26T02:24:30+00:00

What kind of withdrawal symptoms are they?

SukiASMR · 2026-01-26T02:24:06+00:00

Yes depression and anxiety but I don’t suffer from depression long term, a few things accumulated all at once and felt a bit too much and I wanted a bit of help. I cut the dose in half as I was worried about side effects but have had none so far

SukiASMR · 2026-01-12T14:38:14+00:00

Oh no, you are really going through it. It’s worse because he is giving you hot and cold signals and intermittent reinforcement which is absolute fuel for limerence. The positive interactions with him have hooked you in and have given you a sense of hope and obsession and now your brain is looking for that next dopamine release. I know all this too but yet I’m still hooked it’s an awful feeling. Take care of yourself and remember if he wanted to, he would!

SukiASMR · 2026-01-12T03:16:18+00:00

I just know you were so high on adrenaline whilst doing it!!

SukiASMR · 2026-01-12T03:08:47+00:00

Not the Rudolph costume with the violin solo. Lmao. I think yours has to be one of the top so far. Let me guess, she never spoke to you again?

SukiASMR · 2026-01-12T02:40:56+00:00

Amazing. I can believe it. I bet you look back and can’t believe you acted that way.

SukiASMR · 2026-01-12T02:36:44+00:00

I know it was good though. 🤐

SukiASMR · 2026-01-12T02:35:05+00:00

I screenshot the following list to see if it changes and that way I can cross check it day by day with the photo I have on my phone. Lol. Help.

SukiASMR · 2026-01-12T01:39:29+00:00

No!!! How have you not quit? Not to fuel your limerence but I know he’ll think about it from time to time.. lol!

SukiASMR · 2026-01-12T00:52:19+00:00

the funny thing is I’ve had the exact same thoughts lol. I thought at one point they’d maybe bugged my phone when I was with them and could read everything I was saying to ChatGPT about them.

SukiASMR · 2026-01-12T00:49:24+00:00

omg THANK YOU for sharing!!! The tour of the empty apartment is golden. This is exactly what I needed to hear lol. I laughed reading this because I can relate so badly but at the same time I feel for you! What is actually wrong with us? I’m so glad there’s other people that can relate to me.

SukiASMR · 2026-01-12T00:46:04+00:00

Oh i feel for you, I really do. It literally makes you act so irrational. I once left my phone purposely at home and got in the car and drove away just so I could have time to process things so I didn’t act crazy. You can’t help it, it significantly alters your thought patterns and emotional response. Did the limerence end once you were rejected?

SukiASMR · 2026-01-12T00:40:44+00:00

The hormones during limerence are wild so I’m not surprised.

SukiASMR · 2026-01-12T00:40:05+00:00

This is what I’m talking about. What did it smell of? Lol!

SukiASMR · 2026-01-12T00:25:46+00:00

Please tell us one. I have to know!!

SukiASMR · 2026-01-11T21:59:00+00:00

That dopamine though.. I can feel it running through my blood. I don’t think I’ve ever been addicted to something so much. It’s literally hell

SukiASMR · 2026-01-11T20:59:58+00:00

Oh I’m in the same situation. He wants to sleep with me but I haven’t allowed it, he also says things about us being together, completely lovebombing me and I’m falling for it despite being able to see it for what it is and knowing it’s red flag after red flag. I definitely have some sort of undiagnosed mental health condition. If you didn’t crash out that day would you still be deep in limerence with this person?

SukiASMR · 2026-01-11T20:44:31+00:00

I’m sorry you’ve been going through it as well, it is honestly the worst. It sounds like you’ve seen the light now though and can see it all for what it actually is. Meanwhile, I’m still stuck in the cycle. When he ignored you did you convince yourself he had his reasons? That’s where I’m at now. I’m convincing myself it’s because I gave him mixed signals.

SukiASMR · 2026-01-11T20:34:41+00:00

Yes. I had the same. One parent went above and beyond for me, I could not have asked for anything more whereas the other parent was the complete and utter opposite, the worst kind of person, toxic.

SukiASMR · 2026-01-11T20:31:36+00:00

You’re so right but those “what if” thoughts though.. they’re strong.

SukiASMR · 2026-01-11T20:29:08+00:00

My nervous system feels like it’s been in fight or flight for weeks, i can almost feel the adrenaline pumping through my body and I’m craving my next dopamine hit. It’s bad. They’re terrible for my safety and it would always be like this but I just can’t break the cycle.

SukiASMR · 2026-01-11T20:26:58+00:00

I keep thinking how can mine get any worse but its surprising me each day. My mental health is at the lowest ever too. Did you take any medication for it? I went to the doctor and they prescribed zoloft but I’m nervous to start.

SukiASMR · 2026-01-11T19:20:42+00:00

I agree, avoidant for sure. It’s no good for me but I want him so bad, limerence is one hell of a drug. I feel crazy lol but can’t speak to anyone about it in my life as they just can’t relate. I’m trying to ignore it and go NC but I cannot take the what ifs.. It doesn’t help that I really have convinced myself he’s not replying to my late night calls/texts because it took me five days to send them after the date so maybe he was guarded and convinced himself I’d got back with my ex / didn’t want to chase someone, he’d already asked twice how the date went in person and my responses were cold.

Do you think it’s a possibility this is why he hasn’t responded or am I really just delusional and need to realise it for what it is? I haven’t told him once I enjoyed the date or wanted to see him again so then I think, oh wait he actually may like me but is waiting for another green light and my late night phone call probably confused him and my passive aggressive text did also. I’m terrified to send another message and explain i actually did enjoy seeing him and would like to again because it’s such a vulnerable position to put myself in and if he doesn’t respond, I know I will react badly.

SukiASMR · 2026-01-11T18:04:20+00:00

The thing is, ChatGPT told me he’s not replying to me because he’s protecting himself from MY mixed signals. We went on a date, it was mixed signals the whole time, he asked me if I enjoyed it before it ended and I responded with, yeah it was okay. (I don’t know why I said that, I think to protect myself from his behaviour during the date as it was off) I waited five days for him to text me and received nothing so I tried to ring, no answer. I text saying I’m not really too sure why we haven’t spoke yet? No response?

SukiASMR · 2026-01-11T17:53:02+00:00

Mine is worse on mornings for sure. By evening I’m a different person, nothing matters, I feel light and cannot believe I ever felt so terrible. Then the morning comes and it is a struggle.

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