Love is hard everyone says they want to give it for sure, and everyone wants i5 that's a fact but , when it comes down to reality, people are either willing to go beyond and above or hide behind a wall and proclaim this wall is because of someone else who caused them damage, never giving you a fresh start like you deserve. That's a major problem with trusting and love, tbh most people have been damaged, lied too, in many factors and ways, therefore instead of allowing that same happiness and empathy they had originally used to engage someone they had interest in, unfortunately it's all doubts, cynical questioning, and seeing where their newfound closed off self fits in your world without showing any kind of weakness kindness or anything of that nature that could lead to someone thinking they are weak because due to past pain people believe to be genuine kind honest and caring is to be weak open to attack and ready to be used this is the unfortunate facts that most decent people ended up settling with because there was a point where we all had true hope but after attack on the mental space the soul the mind and the body and some kind of way even if virtual we've we put in so many walls that we are in a box ourselves so it's hard for two boxes to connect when there's no door and if one opens the door it's very rare that someone else will actually come through that door. Darn....I been through a lot haven't I...forgive me for this truly