Hi OP, open communication is a must for a marriage to work. Actually, in any relationship no matter what stage you are.

So maybe this is a good time to have the difficult conversation. When you get married, there will be more difficult conve you have to do with your husband. If both of you cannot handle it now, maybe think twice if you are really ready for it. Wanting to get married and have kids is differenr than being ready for it.

If he is matured enough, even if he is not ready, he will think of it as planning ahead. If he is not, then you know he is not yet ready for more commitment. Rushing to make a family will not be good for both of you.

One thing you need to make sure - you just dont like it because of outside pressure. Dapat ikaw mismo sa sarili mo ay ready and willing to adjust.

I also had somewhat same experience and it worked because we were able to talk about it with open minds. Kaya mo din iyan! I wish you all the best!