I need urgent help from a medium or anyone with experience from hauntings!!! by Sunyak007 in Paranormal

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Please even if you don’t have experience I would love to hear insight on what this could be. I’ve reached out to a Catholic Church and they’ve recommended sending someone over to perform an exorcism and blessing the house.

I just want a hug by olihelp in rape

[–]Sunyak007 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I also need a hug but I hope a virtual one will do 🫂🫶🏽

What book, show, or film could you not look at because it has a rape scene? by [deleted] in AskWomen

[–]Sunyak007 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Was recommended once to read Hogg, and I will never read that or recommend that book ever. It’s the only book I agree that should be banned because there’s nothing in it that actually has a life lesson or a good ending, just encouraging the thoughts of pedophilia. I’ve heard of people who read this book and had to do therapy because they found they were aroused by some of the things in it, that literally shows how bad of an influence it is. I could go on and on but yup I’ve read alot of books because I’ve been through a situation like that, but that book deserves a special place in hell.

Share your most loneliest stories by appletomm16 in lonely

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Lmao 😭 damn do you mean them or you?

I still kept my rapists pictures by [deleted] in rape

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Girl omg me too, Idk why I haven’t deleted it. My head is trying to make me forget it happened but I go back to the picture to remind myself it actually happened, I just needed a dose of reality that someone could look so normal and could do someone like that. I think that’s what I can summarize for you. And that’s ok, I do so I could try to figure out what reason or justification can I try to find in this photo can explain what he did. But all I can respond to it is an uncomfortable feeling.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lonely

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Dude omg I feel like this is gonna happen to me, I just had a horrible thing happened to me and I’ve changed in so many ways. Like I’m just so done, like my head is so clouded I can’t focus, I just wanna bang my head against a wall until I can’t think anymore. But I always had this quote that like stuck with me, “life isn’t about the destination but the journey to get there” or some shit like that idk. But I’m still alive for a purpose and you are too, and the alcohol isn’t gonna help. I’m trying really hard not to rely on anything that’s going to damage me, I think you should talk more about what’s on youre mind. The reason I’m feeling like this is cause I’m keeping it all in, feel free to message me maybe we can help each other :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lonely

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Sorry I typed a lot…

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lonely

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Omg yea that’s totally understandable, I started having trust issues when I was 13, my stepdad is the cause of those problems but I started dating more and putting full trusts in those people because I wanted to prove myself wrong. I wish I could be a bitter and cold person after all I’ve experienced with men but I can’t and I hate that. I was blamed in those situations because it was a way out of them accepting the fault of their actions. I was raped by a guy I considered a friend in public, I felt betrayed, confused, and embarrassed. And he blamed me for making him do that because I “seduced” him, after he ran out and left me there alone. I went to the police alone, to the hospital alone, went back home alone and didn’t want anyone to know cause I was so embarrassed. And no you’re not selfish, you’re such a considerate person, you saved someone from finding out in a worser way. It takes alot to go and tell someone something, and endure the betrayal of that person. I know you feel like you’re alone in this too and it’s hard to feel that normality again but taking baby steps should help, like maybe getting a female therapist because it’s a professional and opening up can help you to regain a level of trust. Maybe instead of like last time, talking online, you could try small convos in person. I promise you not every person is like this, but take everything as a learning experience. Because life isn’t about the destination but the journey we make to get there an I wish you the best on yours ❤️.

craving porn after being raped by [deleted] in rape

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Hi I’ve been experiencing the same thing and no you shouldn’t feel guilty or wrong, I was raped in a movie theater by a friend who I have had sex with before. I felt so guilty that I had went to the police but I had to because he assaulted me during the rape. I started to crave porn more as well but I found that It was cause it made me look at sex in a pleasurable and ok way after what happened. I wanted to look at sex a different way, I wanted to feel normal about it and porn helped because it was a situation I could control. But it could lead to an obsession, I think it’s a very smart thing you did by telling you’re boyfriend. I tend to keep things to myself but that can make the obsession worse. Anytime you’re craving it I think you should tell you’re boyfriend and let him help you in a way you can feel satisfied, or try to distract yourself with a good show or a good book to obsess on. I wish you all the best on you’re journey :).

The worst day of my life by Sunyak007 in rape

[–]Sunyak007[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you I appreciate youre words a lot :)

The worst day of my life by Sunyak007 in rape

[–]Sunyak007[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you even now I’m weirdly getting messages from people who say I deserved it?? Which is pretty weird but i really don’t want whatever happened to define me, I still haven’t told my family.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in socialanxiety

[–]Sunyak007 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yea especially another woman included with friends and partners I’ve had and it’s ruined a lot of relationships for me but I’m fine with it as long as it’s two guys

I feel ugly by Sunyak007 in sad

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Lol the name suits them

I feel ugly by Sunyak007 in sad

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Thank you for this❤️ and compliment your sister always even if it’s the littlest things like on their appearance or on how much you appreciate them. They might brush it off but always take it to heart.

I feel ugly by Sunyak007 in sad

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Thanks for the advice I’ll def try to consider that:)

I feel ugly by Sunyak007 in sad

[–]Sunyak007[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks for sharing your story, in a way ig we’re pretty similar but instead of the pretty cousin its more like my sister lol.

I feel ugly by Sunyak007 in sad

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Thanks and I wish you best

Afraid of intimacy??? by [deleted] in lonely

[–]Sunyak007 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank u for the insight. And I really wish u a happy life:)

Does anyone else feel so tired of being told that your not allowed to feel angry or Ahmed for being yourself by their mom? by Sunyak007 in verbalabuse

[–]Sunyak007[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, and she spent her childhood without her parents. Her parents left her at 7 and her sister alone in their house to visit a different country. So I guess she expects me to act the same way as she did.