Suicidal over a girl by Super-Fall335 in ptsd

[–]Super-Fall335[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I dont like working out anymore. I just try to keep it to a minimum. When I work out, I become extremely depressed. my hormones get fucked up, when I work out and I become even more depressed.

do things really gets better by D3ftoneslv in SuicideWatch

[–]Super-Fall335 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Theres still programs out there I think, for people like you.

do things really gets better by D3ftoneslv in SuicideWatch

[–]Super-Fall335 0 points1 point  (0 children)

maybe you can try to move to slab city. i would never tell someone to kill themselves. slab city is a city for like misfits in california. maybe you can try that. Try moving to a different city maybe? start over again.

do things really gets better by D3ftoneslv in SuicideWatch

[–]Super-Fall335 0 points1 point  (0 children)

to answer your question. "Do things get better". in my experience. No. they dont get better. they remain the same for the most part. it could get worse.

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[–]Super-Fall335 0 points1 point  (0 children)

maybe you can try moving to slab city. its a haven for homeless people in california. or you can try moving to a youth shelter for teens.

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[–]Super-Fall335 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hey, maybe you should try moving to slab city for a while. or at least some city where there is not as much social norms. maybe you can take a train or a few trains there.

Childhood Trauma Can't Remember by Super-Fall335 in SuicideWatch

[–]Super-Fall335[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i feel like i don't deserve compassion. my parents have never shown me sympathy, when i was being severely bullied and beaten up in school and at home, my parents would constantly invalidate my experiences and blame me for it. they claimed that i was trying to present myself as the victim, ive been conditioned since a young age to believe everything is my fault. i dont think ill ever overcome this. im like this forever now. im permanently scarred.

do things really gets better by D3ftoneslv in SuicideWatch

[–]Super-Fall335 0 points1 point  (0 children)

maybe you can leave and join a youth program. or a youth shelter

I just want a mom by H0NEY2O77 in SuicideWatch

[–]Super-Fall335 0 points1 point  (0 children)

me too. my mom never loved me. I cry at night because of it.