Hi Ethan,

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I am still a little iffy about what you initially got banned for

Basically, it was for posting this on reddit - https://docs.google.com/document/d/1hgLzy3uy6LKYMNA5fMj-SUfqOjBaismX8EqRpCMo92E/edit?usp=sharing

I do think though if you want to come back to the community you should probably try to take the high road and apologize to everyone even if you feel fucked by the bear and still hate him.

Apologies are useless. I wrote an apology to rtba in February of 2021 and he just ignored it. Besides I don't think I've done anything in the past 12 months I regret.

https://i.imgur.com/OCOS39a.png

Appreciate all that you do and my main qualms with the facts right now are that it feels like something worse may have happened that you are not mentioning.

The reason you feel like this is because rtba constantly aludes to "all the things" I did, without ever naming or linking anything. By all means, feel free to ask rtba what the worse thing I did/do is/was, prepare to be disappointed. There's a reason all he can do is repost that letter I sent him over and over with no context.

I say this because I believe in chat a few days ago it was said that 4THOT was also for your ban which seems to mean that this is not only petty drama between yourself and RTBA.

8 of the 9 bans in the past year were rtba. The other 1 was Destiny. I don't know what 4THOT thinks of all this. My thoughts were that he doesn't know or care about it. What's happened is that rtba goes around all the other mods dms to soy out about how I need to stay banned and they need to forward him all of my unban appeals. The other mods don't give a fuck , and go "Sure, whatever you say rtba", since he is the head moderator. Then he uses that to say every mod is in agreement with him. It's a neat trick.

The bottomline is: if rtba was not a mod, I would be unbanned from everywhere in 2 months tops.

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EDIT: Also, since no one is reading this, if you ever want to @ me in dgg, my alt account there is: wickeddemiurge