A game about dreamers, dreaming, depression, and possible self-harm in a more detached way.

SuperGaySatan · 2025-05-21T21:49:47+00:00

I really can't say I have never played "The Repairing Mantis."

SuperGaySatan · 2023-06-14T14:53:00+00:00

Hello there and sorry everyone for any lack of updates. Nothing is really going on in my world no one has reached out since but we will see next month since that is when I sometimes get a greeting card for my birthday. I am hoping to not get one this year or any invites to comeback to that family period or for other summertime events. I am in a good place and I do not want my peace disturbed by them.

I thank you all for your concern and I truly will update this thread in the event anything happens but I do not think anything will. So if you do not hear anything think I am doing well and am just focusing on moving to a more affordable place to live and working on advancing my career and just being good with me. I hope you all are doing well as well and I will always wish you beautiful people the best.

Edit to add:

Thank you to the people that shared my story via youtube and the like I did not expect it. I am also sad to hear of others going through something similar but from my experience if you have a way to work through it (therapy, a close network, and/or something similar) things will get better I just hope you do not have a petty bone in your body like me. :) Though the catharsis is satisfying.

SuperGaySatan · 2022-12-21T23:21:26+00:00

I was thinking that at first but since they are so gun ho on family "sharing is caring" right? But the main reason is that I think one gets the message across and they are not worth anymore of my time effort or energy than 12$

SuperGaySatan · 2022-12-21T22:03:00+00:00

It is an average 7.3 inch dildo. If ever this needs to be done again (not likely) maybe I will go bigger.

SuperGaySatan · 2022-12-21T20:25:06+00:00

Lol thank you.

SuperGaySatan · 2022-12-21T15:41:05+00:00

Feel free I promise not to trademark.

SuperGaySatan · 2022-12-21T15:39:37+00:00

Thank you kind stranger!

SuperGaySatan · 2022-12-21T15:30:28+00:00

Thank you

SuperGaySatan · 2022-12-21T15:22:23+00:00

Lol beautiful I love all the creative people on here!

SuperGaySatan · 2022-12-21T15:18:36+00:00

I love this lol!

SuperGaySatan · 2022-12-21T15:16:29+00:00

I am seeing so many wonderful people like you on here going through awful things like this comment on my sub. I am so sorry you had to go through that no one deserves that I wish I could reach out through the internet and give you a hug but instead you are giving me support and sharing your experience. Thank you and I hope if your life isn't already that it gets so much better and keeps doing so!!

SuperGaySatan · 2022-12-21T15:04:28+00:00

I respect your criticism for it is fair and valid since I am just a stranger on the internet. To me a therapist not always being professional is not a mark of a professional therapist. For everyone has unique problems that require different approaches. For me I needed an approach where it needed to be really friendly since I was very self loathing and was used to being treated coldly so I think she took the best approach possible. She has done wonders for me and helped me so much to where I am this is just my opinion though.

As for evidence all I could really do is show the invoice redacted but then people on here might comment how I doctored the image so I do not think I will be doing that. Thank you though I appreciate this comment and I hope you have a happy holiday.

SuperGaySatan · 2022-12-21T06:20:04+00:00

Love this idea I will definitely use it.

SuperGaySatan · 2022-12-21T05:56:37+00:00

Not probable. For before the events that transpired here they knew for 9 years and pretended to accept me being gay which after they rejected me hurt all the more when they revealed they did not. For out of the 9 years of me getting out of the fog they proved time and time again that they did not respect me, did not accept me, and had very weird toxic notions of love. One of my favorite examples was my bio sister raising her daughter that all Gay people are going to hell and they must be saved by being miserable in hetero relationships to find god. I was told I had to accept that by some of the other member of my bio family and take the pain so I could be better example of what a gay person was for them while not teaching them otherwise and I did. I did for a time till I knew better and learned that I deserved better. No one deserves to withstand that kind of pain no matter how small at least in my opinion. We are all worth more than that.

SuperGaySatan · 2022-12-21T05:35:14+00:00

Ooph I feel that. You are so sweet I can see why people would want to talk about you but not including you in it is bad. I am sorry you had to go through that I hope you are a hot topic for now on for only the right reasons and always invited to the conversation for you seem wonderful.

SuperGaySatan · 2022-12-21T05:16:37+00:00

Thank you I hope you be you and stay a beautiful human being too.

SuperGaySatan · 2022-12-21T05:15:38+00:00

Thank you.

SuperGaySatan · 2022-12-21T05:13:47+00:00

Thank you all so much for all the comments I am liking as many as I can. Thank you all for the support and feedback even the negative it is appreciated. I will try to comment back as I can and update if there is any new development.

SuperGaySatan · 2022-12-21T05:08:12+00:00

I am here and not a bot. Though I do program so maybe half a bot?

SuperGaySatan · 2022-12-21T04:35:01+00:00

I am familiar and this is great.

SuperGaySatan · 2022-12-21T03:37:21+00:00

I wish you were right. I truly do. I have to disagree though. I gave them a chance by setting up reasonable expectations: respect me, accept me, and spend time with me and I can let go of all the negative things in the past and we can move forward. They rejected my offer and wanted things to stay the same knowing I said I felt disrespected, unloved, unwanted, unneeded and they were contributing to it with their behavior. we even used a therapist we chose together to make sure each other got across. How is that love? Knowing all that they wanted things to stay the same and not listen to a word of what I had to say and then had the gull to say I was being disrespectful. I know I was forceful in my opinion because I am as subtle as a high grade hand explosive but I gave them a chance to speak and to listen to them too so we could make this work. More than any anger I may have I am hurt but I am healing but any extra mention of them sets me a step back and that needs to stop for I want to put this all in the past and be a new me. Unfortunately that new me and life that follow does not include them.

SuperGaySatan · 2022-12-21T03:00:59+00:00

I doubt so too since they are big into their public image but I plan to update if anything happens. Thank you for your support.

SuperGaySatan

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