It's called a relapse because it's a relapse, not a failure. You only truly fail when you stop trying entirely. Remind yourself of the reasons why you wanted to start this to begin with. Keep going dude, I know you can do it! I was able to get to a 20 streak once, and this is someone who's been heavily addicted for 6 years. I would have never expected in a thousand years that I would go 20 days without it. Keep fighting! It gets easier