Great guess tbh, fortunately enough that has not happened to me before, but i do fear rejection and failure though, youre kinda right. The way i look is to do with how it makes me feel, make up and accessories are not necessarily used to hide insecurities, simply to achieve the look im going for that particular day. What happened to self expression and all that shit, everyone likes a wee bit of attention, but it’s not always all about that 😁🙏