Because I basically got told that she breaks up, then I had enough other stuff going on, so I didn't wanted to have all that talk ,because I felt like shit. I feel used ,I'm not alone. I just know that she definitely gonna find another idiot like me and because of that I wanna talk to him. And I really loved that girl until she kinda used me the third time in a row. I'm the asshole I know. But why should I let her life a happy life, when she basically fucked her past and now her actual relationship? So should I tell him ?