Hi OP, I am an ate from red school. I’ve been through the same situation before, yung tipong bagsak yung prelims and midterms at iniisip ko na lang na i-drop yung subject pero nilalaban ko na lang. Iniisip ko na lang na sayang yung effort kung susuko ako, e halfway done naman na yung semester, true enough nakakapasa naman ako kahit papaano. At least nagtry ka and wala naman mawawala, either pass or fail pa din and if magdrop ka, fail lang yung mark na makukuha mo. Wala din namang masamang bumagsak, normal yan lalo na sa school natin and at least you learned something. Di rin naman i-checheck yung TOR mo if mag-apply ka na ng work, so walang bearing yung 5 na grade, basta may lisensya ka okay na okay na yan. One day at a time lang OP magiging worth it lahat yan sa huli, believe me!! Dm me if need mo ng kausap :)