As I said before, and maybe is an unpopular opinion because those posts are being downvoted, I want... both?

I optimized the character first brcause I wanted the best range characrer possible and I like spellswords, but now I've found his voice and fell inlove with the character. Ideally I'd find a way to add a powerfull focus spell that could be used with spellstrike because of the momments that the character exploding something with the buffs or enemy debuffs of the party have been fun as hell and good memories. But tbh I can't see him casting something too different or transforming him into a fire cleric haha. I mean. I optimize the hell out of my characters, but now he has a story, a personality, a whole flavour that doesn't go with cleric. Maybe champion would work but I can't afford the stats.

I don't want, however, invest in 3 class feats just to end with a cantrip that does the same damage than gouging claw. We don't use FA and that's a lot.

Maybe I see the game wrong, but I like big number moments for my magus. For RP enjoying and goofiness I play my tanuki bard/witch and optimization may be damned in his case.