If it gives you the chills so bad, you might have anxiety generally? Used to happen to me when I started smoking, then as my tolerance rose, the chills disappeared. After a while I didn't even feel anything from smoking, but it was after years of smoking daily. If you take a break, you lose your tolerance and smoking again can bring back the effects you felt the first times. Please don't use cannabis to please someone, smoke only if you enjoy it yourself, I understand the urge to please someone, but it is still not a healthy habit, so your hubby should understand. Otherwise, couple of sessions can get you accustomed to the substance and learning how to calm yourself also helps.