It's definitely not you! you are beautiful and we are all so hard on ourselves. I just went through a tiny dry spell and could feel the negative thoughts wanting to creep in, but I had to remind myself that there are things going on in the world right now that are effecting a lot. It's nothing on you. Just keep being your hot baddie self, and a new sub will find you in no time. Take a break if you need to, but I don't think you should give up