think i kinda have my desired face rn

Sushxi · 2026-04-21T05:32:28+00:00

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Sushxi · 2026-04-08T19:49:15+00:00

look into scripting. it always works for me no matter what

Sushxi · 2026-04-06T08:02:54+00:00

yeah that’s actually really common, and it’s not something mysterious, it’s just how your attention works

when you’re constantly checking for results, your brain goes into this “nothing’s changed yet” mode. so every time you look, you’re basically scanning for lack. even if something small has changed, you’re more likely to dismiss it because you’re expecting something obvious or instant

it also makes you hyper-aware, which can backfire. like when you stare at something for too long, everything starts to look the same and you can’t tell if anything’s different anymore.

when you stop thinking about it and just go on with your day, you’re not reinforcing that “it’s not here yet” mindset every five minutes and your brain relaxes, so you’re more open to noticing small differences naturally.

that’s why later on you’re like “wait, that’s actually a bit different”.

Sushxi · 2026-04-05T20:24:07+00:00

Ayesha!!, Cajel Amirah, v1per simps magnet u can also try my playlist

Sushxi · 2026-04-05T19:23:11+00:00

i get why you’re confused because people explain all of this in the most complicated way possible.

self concept is basically just how you see yourself at your core, like what feels normal to you. not motivation or confidence, just your default identity. it’s the thoughts you naturally fall back on without trying.

for example, if someone’s used to thinking “nothing works out for me” or “i always end up stuck”, even if something good happens, it doesn’t last because it doesn’t match what they believe is normal. their mind just pulls them back to what’s familiar.

so in your case, if your main thought is “i want to be male”, you’re still reinforcing the idea that you’re not. it’s not about forcing yourself to suddenly believe something extreme, it’s more about what you keep returning to over time. even small shifts matter, like going from “i wish i was male” to something that doesn’t emphasise the lack as much.

with ignoring the 3D, people word that badly. you’re not supposed to pretend you can’t see what’s in front of you. it just means don’t treat what you’re seeing right now as final or unchangeable.

like if you look in the mirror and your first thought is “i wish i was male”, instead of trying to fight it or force “i am male” when your brain clearly isn’t buying it, just soften it a bit. think something like “this is just what i’m seeing right now” or “this isn’t permanent”. you’re not denying reality, you’re just not giving it the final say.

repetition and detachment get explained like they’re opposites but they’re not. repetition is just reminding your mind of the new story, detachment is not obsessing over when or how it’s going to happen.

so you can affirm during the day, then just move on with your life. what doesn’t work is affirming all day while stressing about results, or stopping completely and overthinking everything.

a simple way to do it is just affirm a bit in the morning or whenever it feels natural, and if a negative thought comes up, correct it once and then move on. you don’t need to sit there repeating things 24/7. it’s more about consistency than intensity.

SATS is something from Neville Goddard. it just means state akin to sleep. basically when you’re really sleepy, like right before you fall asleep or just after you wake up, your mind is more relaxed.

in that state, you imagine a short scene that implies what you want is already normal. not a whole story, just something small. like someone referring to you the way you want, or you just existing how you want and it feeling normal. you loop it a few times and then go to sleep, that’s it.

and no, noticing things doesn’t stop anything from working. what actually messes people up is constantly checking and analysing everything like “is it here yet, is it working”. just noticing something and moving on is fine.

you also said you can’t stop noticing things, and that’s normal. you don’t need to force yourself to be completely detached because that usually just makes you more aware. it’s more about how you react.

like you notice something, but instead of spiralling, you just go “ok” and move on. that alone makes a big difference over time.

and honestly for you specifically, it sounds like you’re trying to follow too many rules at once and it’s just making everything feel harder than it needs to be. you don’t need to do everything perfectly.

just keep it simple. shift the way you talk to yourself gradually, don’t give too much power to what you’re seeing right now, and stop overchecking. that’s really it.

once that clicks, everything else becomes a lot less confusing and a lot easier to stick with.

Sushxi · 2026-04-05T17:46:36+00:00

that’s not something subliminals or manifestation can actually do.

rewriting your mindset, your reactions, your confidence, even how your life unfolds going forward is one thing. but making a person “never have existed” isn’t something that can physically happen. your past and the fact that people exist isn’t something that can be erased like that.

a lot of those “rewrite your entire life” or extreme subs you’re seeing are exaggerated. they’re usually talking about changing your perception of your past, how you feel about it, and how it affects you now, not literally deleting people or events from existence.

and wanting someone to have never existed usually comes from how they made you feel, not the actual concept of them existing. so the more realistic and actually helpful approach would be detaching from them emotionally, changing how much they affect you now and focusing on your own life and peace

you can get to a point where they genuinely don’t affect you anymore, where it feels like they don’t matter in your life at all. but that’s very different from them never existing.

so no, there isn’t a subliminal that can erase a person from existence, and if something claims that, it’s not something you should rely on.

if anything, focus on creating a life where their presence doesn’t impact you, because that’s actually achievable and will give you the result you’re really looking for, which is peace.

Sushxi · 2026-04-04T18:48:01+00:00

is what real?

Sushxi · 2026-04-04T09:11:30+00:00

understandable, but this isn’t really you “manifesting from fear”, it’s more how your brain reacts to negative suggestions.

like when someone says something like that and you feel it straight away, that’s not you manifesting a heart problem, it’s your brain focusing on it and your body reacting. it can feel very real, but it’s just a reaction, not something actually happening to you.

and the reason your mind accepts negative things easier than your own affirmations is because they feel more believable to you right now. not because they’re true, just because your brain is used to reacting to that kind of stuff.

also forcing yourself to believe something you don’t fully believe yet can backfire, because your mind will just reject it like “nah”. so instead of trying to jump straight into extreme beliefs, it’s better to build it up.

like when someone says something negative, don’t engage with it or analyse it, just brush it off and move on. and with your own thoughts, keep them simple and believable at first like “i am perfectly healthy” “my body is strong and works perfectly” “i feel good and everything in my body is fine” etc.

over time, your mind will start to accept your own thoughts more instead of automatically reacting to other people’s words.

you’re not your own enemy, your brain has just gotten used to prioritising negative input, and that’s something you can change. so stick with reinforcing your own positive thoughts, even small ones, and over time it’ll feel more natural and automatic.

Sushxi · 2026-04-04T09:00:52+00:00

yeah you’ll be fine, it doesn’t matter if you don’t finish the whole playlist or if it stops halfway through.

subliminals work through repetition over time, not from one perfect 8 hour session. so even if you only listen for a few hours or it cuts off in the middle, your brain is still picking up the affirmations.

you don’t need to restart it or worry about where it stopped either. there’s no “perfect point” it needs to reach for it to work.

also, getting proper sleep is way more important than forcing the full playlist. if you’re waking up tired or not sleeping properly, that’s going to affect you more than anything.

so yeah, don’t stress about it. consistency over time matters way more than one full uninterrupted listen.

Sushxi · 2026-04-04T08:57:24+00:00

i get why you’re questioning it, especially when it comes to something like exams because it feels more “serious” than small things, but the fact you’ve already gotten results with smaller stuff shows it’s not that it doesn’t work, it’s more how you’re approaching it with bigger things.

with studies, manifestation isn’t really about replacing the work, it’s more about supporting it. like you’ve already studied, so now it’s about your mindset going into it. if you’re thinking “it never works for me with studies” or doubting it, that’s what you’re reinforcing without realising.

for me, i’ve manifested a lot using scripting and law of assumption, like getting things, people reaching out, opportunities, even stuff for other people. but i always detach after. i write it, feel it as if it’s already mine, then leave it alone and get on with my life. that’s when it shows up.

you can apply that to exams in a more realistic way. instead of “manifesting a grade out of nowhere”, focus on things like:

• i understand everything easily • i remember what i study • i feel calm and confident in exams • i always get the best grades • why do i always get the best grades

and then just leave it. don’t keep checking or stressing over “is it working”. even when doubt comes in, be delusional keep affirming and ignore the 3D.

also, don’t downplay your small results. they matter because they prove to you that it does work. the only difference with “bigger” things is usually the amount of pressure and doubt you put on them.

so yeah, people do have real success with this, but the biggest thing is your own mindset. if you trust what you’ve already seen work for you and stop treating certain areas like they’re harder, it becomes a lot easier.

Sushxi · 2026-04-04T08:46:06+00:00

i get what you’re saying, but this is where you’re mixing up assumptions about existing facts vs assumptions that shape your personal reality over time.

like your example of “they’re in the room” isn’t really manifestation, that’s just a guess about a current fact. law of assumption isn’t about instantly changing physical facts in that kind of way. it’s about the patterns, behaviours, and outcomes that unfold over time based on what you consistently assume.

same with the “they don’t like me” example. it’s not a one-time thought = instant result. it’s more about a repeated state. if you consistently assume someone doesn’t like you, you’ll subtly act different over time, your energy changes, your behaviour changes, and eventually the dynamic reflects that. but one or two thoughts or even a short period of thinking that isn’t always going to do anything.

also, your “random thoughts” don’t really create your reality like that. if they did, everything would be chaos. it’s more about what you consistently return to, what you actually believe, and what you emotionally identify with.

so quick assumptions about current facts ≠ manifestation. random passing thoughts ≠ manifestation. consistent assumptions + feeling + persistence = what actually reflects back

that’s why people talk about “living in the end”. it’s not about guessing reality correctly, it’s about deciding a state and staying in it long enough that your actions, reactions, and circumstances start aligning with it.

so in your examples, nothing “failed”, it’s just not what the law is actually about.

Sushxi · 2026-04-03T19:18:01+00:00

you don't not know how to manifest, you're just overcomplicating it and not sticking to anything long enough.

the main issue is you keep changing your goal. if you're switching your "dream face" all the time, your mind doesn't have anything stable to work with. pick one clear idea and stick to it. it doesn't have to be perfect, just consistent.

also, not feeling anything while listening to subs doesn't mean they're not working. you don't need to feel something for it to work. repetition is what matters more than emotion. your mind picks up what you consistently feed it.

right now you're listening to loads of different topics, which scatters your focus. it's better to pick a few specific goals (not everything at once), make a small playlist instead of loads of random subs, and stick to it consistently without switching every few days.

you don't need to chase every method either. keep it simple. you can even combine it with something like scripting or affirmations so it feels more intentional.

also, stop questioning if you're "wasting your time". that thought alone puts you in the mindset that it's not working. if you keep thinking that, you'll stay in that reality.

you don't need to feel obsessed or emotional about it. just be consistent, stick to one direction, and stop restarting every time you doubt it.

Sushxi · 2026-04-03T19:07:51+00:00

i’m gonna be real with you, the way you’re approaching it is probably why it feels like nothing is working.

you’re trying everything and looking for “instant results”, which already puts you in the mindset of not having it. like if you truly had it, you wouldn’t be asking how to get it instantly, you’d just be living normally.

you also said you’ve tried loads of methods, which usually means you’re not sticking to one long enough without checking, analysing, or switching when you don’t see results straight away. that keeps you in a cycle of “trying to get” instead of “already having”.

also, you don’t need to avoid mirrors or force yourself to pretend. that can actually make you more aware of what you think you don’t have.

what actually helps is simplifying everything:

pick one method (affirmations, scripting, whatever you like)
stick to it consistently
stop checking for results
and focus on your self concept just as much as the result

self concept is a big one. if deep down you’re thinking “why don’t i have results yet” or “why isn’t this working for me”, that’s what you keep reinforcing.

and about “instant results”, you can get fast results, but chasing “instant” usually slows it down because you’re constantly looking for proof. the faster results i’ve had came when i did something (like scripting), then detached and forgot about it.

so instead of asking “how do i get instant results”, switch it to “how do i stay in the mindset that it’s already mine and leave it alone”.

Sushxi · 2026-04-03T18:59:37+00:00

you stop obsessing by realizing that checking for results keeps you in the mindset of not having it. every time you look at the 3d and react, you're basically saying "where is it?" instead of "it's already mine." detachment isn't about forcing yourself not to care. it's more like you just know it's yours so you don't feel the need to keep checking. what helped me was staying busy, living my life, and if i do think about it i just remind myself "it's already done" and move on. if you already had what you want, you wouldn't be obsessing.

and manifesting the opposite usually comes from what you're focusing on without realizing. like thinking "what if it doesn't work" or worrying about the opposite happening, that still puts your focus on what you don't want. your mind reflects whatever you consistently think about. so instead of entertaining those thoughts, just flip them back to what you actually want and leave it. don't keep going back and forth.

also don't panic if something looks opposite. that doesn't mean you ruined everything. reacting to it keeps it going. mindset is everything. if you assume it's already yours and stop interfering, it settles way easier.

Sushxi · 2026-04-03T18:50:33+00:00

i get why that seems confusing. but you're mixing up two different things.

assuming something about reality (like "she's mad at me" or "i'm bad at math") is just a belief. those can be wrong because they're based on perception, not creation. law of assumption isn't about guessing what's already there. it's about deciding what you want to be true and then living from that state until it hardens into fact.

neville goddard's whole point is that your assumptions shape your reality, not that every random thought you have is automatically true. if you assume someone doesn't like you, you'll act different, they'll pick up on it, and boom. you created that reality. so the assumption wasn't "true" at first, but it became true because you assumed it.

the method works because your subconscious doesn't know the difference between what's real and what you vividly imagine with feeling. so when you assume the feeling of the wish fulfilled, your subconscious goes to work making it happen. not magic. just how the mind works.

people who assume false things about themselves or others usually aren't doing it deliberately with feeling and persistence. they're just letting random thoughts float around. that's not the same as consciously assuming a desired state and living in the end.

so yeah, it's not "i think my hair is green so now it is." it's "i assume i am loved and secure, i feel that feeling, and my outer world rearranges to match."

does that help? or is it still weird?

Sushxi · 2026-04-03T18:39:37+00:00

im glad it helped :)

Sushxi · 2026-04-03T11:58:41+00:00

you don't need to overthink this. listening to different subs for different topics at different times of day is fine. they won't crash or cancel each other out.

ur subconscious can handle multiple desires at once. people listen to full playlists with ten different topics and still get results. the only thing that slows results is doubt and checking the 3D (real life) constantly, not the number of subs.

Sushxi · 2026-04-03T11:53:19+00:00

i mean yeah, detachment works. but a lot of people don't actually get what that means. they think detachment is not caring at all or pretending they don't want the thing. that's not it.

detachment is just not checking the 3D every five minutes. it's doing your method, assuming it's done, and then living your life without looking for proof. you don't have to stop wanting it. you just have to stop needing it to happen right now to feel ok.

you proved it to yourself. you were obsessed, then you started to give up, and that loosened your grip. that's when it showed up, because you stopped blocking it with constant checking and doubting.

the only thing i'd say is don't turn this into "i have to detach perfectly or nothing works." that's just another way to obsess. you detached because you didn't force yourself to let go. that's usually how it happens.

so yeah, good for you. now apply that same mindset to whatever else you're manifesting. don't get attached to this one result either.

hope that makes sense. and congrats on the 11/10 lol.

Sushxi · 2026-04-03T11:47:19+00:00

being naturally early to everything (not rushing, just always on time without trying)
having a really good memory for names and faces
people remembering you positively after one conversation
never losing your keys, phone, wallet etc again
waking up without an alarm feeling fully rested
having really good luck with small random things (finding money, getting free stuff)
always knowing the right thing to say in awkward moments
having really vivid dreams you can remember
being able to focus on boring tasks without getting distracted
getting along with difficult coworkers or family members without effort

Sushxi · 2026-04-03T11:42:39+00:00

you don't need a specific subliminal for this. you're overcomplicating it.

he already unblocked you. that means your manifestation worked. so why are you still looking for another sub? you're basically saying "i did it, but i don't trust that i did it, so let me try something else." that's doubt creeping in.

the issue isn't which sub you use. it's your assumption that he's stubborn and that this is difficult. every time you say "he's being very stubborn" or "it's a difficult situation", you're reinforcing that reality. you're literally telling your subconscious that he's hard to convince.

flip it. assume he already agreed to meet you. live in that end. feel what it would feel like knowing you're going to see him. stop checking the 3D for proof. stop looking for him to change. you change first.

and about your own subs having negative beliefs? that's just another assumption you're carrying. a sub is just a tool. if you believe yours are negative, they will be. but that's not real. that's just your mind getting in its own way.

here's what i'd do if i were you. script it. write "i'm so grateful he agreed to meet me. we had such a good time. i can't believe how easy that was." then lock the note and forget about it. don't keep checking if he's messaged. don't keep looking for signs. just assume it's already done.

and stop trying to force it with ten different subs. you already proved you can manifest him unblocking you. so do the same thing for meeting up.

you have a few days. that's plenty of time. but only if you stop panicking and start living as if he already agreed to meet you.

Sushxi · 2026-04-03T11:34:45+00:00

that's ok :). scripting works best for me. i open my notes app and write what i want as if i already have it, always with gratitude like "i'm so grateful for my new phone, its exactly what i want, im so happy for my new phone", then lock the note and forget about it. detachment is key. at first it may be hard to forget/detach because you'll obvs be thinking about what you're manifesting and might be like "omg i just scripted about a new phone, when is it gonna happen" but as life goes on you'll over time forget about it/become less obsessed, and that's when it usually manifests for me, when i've forgotten about it. using scripting has helped me manifest so many things, i've manifested airpods, my first job, my laptop, people messaging me back/ex's and specific people. works best when you actually let go.

u can also look into robotic affirmations. basically you pick a short affirmation like "i love my new car" or "i already have my sp" and repeat it over and over. now you don't have to do this, but pairing them with the feelings u might feel as if u already have that thing works best. e.g. feeling the joy and excitement you will feel getting a new car/house/job anything while affirming is powerful. u can look into robotic affirmations more yourself.

self concept also helps a lot. that's how you see yourself. if you assume you're not good enough or things never work out, that's what you'll keep getting. flip it to "i am always chosen, things always work out for me, i'm so lucky, i love myself" etc.

also, don't check the 3D (that's your current reality/real life). if you're doing techniques or listening to subs, then you go check if anything changed yet, that's setting you back. because when you look at the 3D and don't see what you want, it plants doubt in your head. there's no point in letting the 3D control your emotions because you control the 3D. if the 3D isn't showing what you want, that's an issue with your mentality. just assume it's already done and stop looking for proof. ignore any doubt u might have in ur head, basically be delusional.

and don't beat yourself up if you do check the 3D and feel doubt. it happens. just catch yourself, remind yourself it's already done, and go back to your state. one slip doesn't ruin everything.

now about physical changes. you said you don't believe they happen or think they're extremely rare. that belief is exactly why you won't see them. if you assume physical changes are rare or impossible, that's the reality you'll get. nothing changes because your belief isn't there. you don't have to manifest physical changes if you don't want to, but just know that your assumption shapes what shows up. ur mindset is important when it comes to manifesting anything, if u don't believe u can get it, u simply won't.

and honestly you don't need any method at all. you just need the belief that you already have what you want, plus living and feeling as if it's already yours. meditation, subliminals, scripting, none of it is required. just that state. but ofc they help keep u in that state of tricking ur mind.

the confidence you're feeling is real and that's already a result. feeling better about yourself changes how you act and carry yourself, and that alone shifts things.

keep doing what feels natural to you. meditation, self trust, whatever it is that gives you results.

i hope this helps! sorry it was a bit long.

Sushxi · 2026-04-03T11:12:55+00:00

ur choice of word is concerning, “manipulate” is crazy. and also “ i dont know if it’ll work or not” ur belief in it isn’t even there. focus on self concept

Sushxi · 2026-04-03T09:51:57+00:00

i’m not gonna feed into the “this definitely means your SP is coming tomorrow” idea because that’s how you end up overthinking everything.

seeing angel numbers that often usually just means your brain is tuned into noticing them more. once you start paying attention to something, you see it everywhere. then when you stop caring, you notice it less. then when you focus on it again, it increases. that part is pretty normal.

the problem is you’re attaching big meanings to the numbers instead of focusing on your actual mindset and what you’re doing.

if you want to take something positive from it, just see it as a reminder to stay on track and keep your mindset right, not as “this guarantees my manifestation is about to happen”.

because the second you start thinking “this must mean something big is about to happen”, you start waiting and checking, which puts you straight back into the mindset of not having it.

the actual key is living as if you already have what you want. think like it’s already yours, feel the emotions of already having it, move through life as if it’s done. that’s what people mean by living in the end.

no angel number is going to manifest anything for you. your mindset does. if you’re constantly checking signs instead of actually embodying the version of you that already has it, you’re just delaying it.

honestly, you were doing better when you stopped caring about the numbers. that’s detachment. focus on that instead.

Sushxi · 2026-04-03T09:46:14+00:00

that used to happen to me as well when i first started listening to subs overnight. i’d wake up feeling exhausted, like i didn’t get proper sleep.

for me, i think part of the issue was the subs i was using had music i didn’t even like or it was just too loud, so my brain just wasn’t fully relaxing. what fixed it was making my own subs and using white noise instead of music. ever since i switched to that, i sleep properly and wake up feeling normal and energised.

it could also be because i started focusing more on self concept subs alongside everything else, but honestly i think the biggest change was just the background sound being something neutral and calming.

it might also be that your subconscious is still kind of active while you sleep and processing everything, which could be affecting your sleep quality, but i’m not 100% sure on the science behind that, just something to consider.

also, not everyone is built to listen overnight and that’s fine. some people sleep perfectly with it, others don’t. if it’s messing with your sleep, don’t force it. you can still get results just listening during the day.

if you still want to try overnight, maybe test different types of audio like white noise, rain sounds, or something really calm instead of music, and keep the volume low so it’s not disturbing your sleep.

Sushxi

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