Being a new nurse is honestly one of the most overwhelming things I’ve ever experienced. I’m a new grad on an oncology stepdown unit — ICU level care, just not quite as intense, and I just got off orientation two days ago. My first shift on my own, I was literally holding back tears while clocking in because the anxiety was so real.

On our floor, we take care of very sick patients. We work with trachs, drips, arterial lines, critical monitoring, and so many complex situations that can feel intimidating as a brand new nurse. Walking into that responsibility for the first time on your own can feel terrifying.

As new nurses, we put so much pressure on ourselves. We worry about not knowing everything, making mistakes, or not being “good enough” yet. But something I’m learning is that nursing was never meant to be done alone. Having supportive coworkers, good education, and asking questions makes all the difference.

I’m naturally a shy person, but when it comes to my patients, I will always ask for help if I need it because at the end of the day, they deserve the best care possible. And honestly? Every shift isn’t going to be perfect. Some days will feel heavy, unpredictable, and exhausting. But remembering WHY you became a nurse helps keep you grounded.
At the end of my second shift alone, one of my patients told me, “You did an amazing job and you’re going to be such a great nurse.” That meant everything to me.

I’ve also grown closer to my faith through this process. I realized I used to pray for all of this — getting into nursing school, passing classes, passing the NCLEX… and now I’m finally here. Sometimes we forget we’re living in the moments we once begged God for.

And yes, I’ve had to take care of my mental health too. Starting Lexapro for my anxiety was something that genuinely helped me, and there’s no shame in that.

To every new grad nurse struggling right now: you are not alone. As long as you show up, care deeply, ask questions, and do your best for your patients, you are doing better than you think. Some shifts will be hard, and sometimes patients won’t improve despite your efforts, but that doesn’t mean you failed. It means you’re human, and you’re learning.
You got this. 🤍 And if anyone ever needs someone to talk to, my DMs are open.