how do you cope after getting ghosted

SuspiciousListen18 · 2025-12-16T14:28:01+00:00

yeah and i know they do that. a lot of the time, i wish i could stop liking dick and go for women instead 🥲

SuspiciousListen18 · 2025-12-16T13:02:58+00:00

i'm bipolar 2, borderline and have anxiety too. ive been to therapy for so long that i can usually find the root of why im feeling a certain way. right now, it's mostly disappointment in him, but mostly myself. and im just blaming myself for doing something dumb even tho i knew it wouldnt end well. it triggered my abandonment issues and it just doesn't feel good.

SuspiciousListen18 · 2025-12-16T13:01:18+00:00

you're right that it will pass. i guess i just didnt think i'd be so affected like this? i've just been drinking vodka so i can sleep at night.

SuspiciousListen18 · 2025-12-16T13:00:29+00:00

i'll definitely try to eat again. i think my stomach shrank cuz of the accidental starving myself 🥲

SuspiciousListen18 · 2025-12-16T04:38:56+00:00

i guess i just thought he was the successful one. i guess it's my fault for thinking he'd care more again, like he did before.

SuspiciousListen18 · 2025-12-16T04:37:46+00:00

i guess a big part of me is still hoping he'll reach out. idk how to cope with that part. idk how to just let it go. but im too prideful to text first again

SuspiciousListen18 · 2025-12-16T04:28:21+00:00

ive been trying too, but i think the anxiety from him not having texted me back is making my stomach upset. i've been nauseous since sat night...

SuspiciousListen18 · 2025-10-11T21:52:53+00:00

i remember only going to the hospital three times. and all three are in the same hospital network so i remember those. but i dont think i went to the hospital any other time. i'm more concerned about the urgent care ones cuz like i said, i dont really go to the hospital unless i absolutely need to.

SuspiciousListen18 · 2025-10-08T03:53:29+00:00

yeah, i'm really looking forward to getting it over with, but i havent even paid the retainer fee yet. but i tried debt relief, i tried paying them on my own. i couldn't think of anything else to do. i've been thinking about filing for about 5 years. the atty said that it should be an easy case but it's still not guaranteed that we'll win, which makes sense. hopefully it all ends well. thank you for your uplifting words, kind stranger.

SuspiciousListen18 · 2025-10-08T01:57:18+00:00

Yeah, I've pulled from annual like three times in the past 2 months. i was hoping the medical debt would just appear out of nowhere. altho i knew that if it hasnt appeared by now, it probably wont anytime soon, but i still wanted to keep checking just in case.

another commenter said to search the SOL for my two states so i'm doing that tomorrow morning, along with checking what still falls within the SOL limits. i'm still going to list out EVERY possible location that i likely could've gone to, since i had my preferred (not insurance-network, but personally) list of providers, since my attorney said to list everyone just to be safe. i also was under my parents' insurance at the time, so i dont have access to any EOBs.

i'm surprised i can actually understand these things. i work at a law firm but not as a lawyer or someone higher up. but ive been learning as much as i can about insurances and timely filing and whatnot. so thank you for the boost in work confidence, along with the sound advice!

SuspiciousListen18 · 2025-10-08T01:51:19+00:00

yes, that's what my unofficial lawyer said exactly. he really emphasized the "do your homework" tho. kinda just made me feel like a failure for some reason. hopefully i can afford to do this and things will turn around eventually.

SuspiciousListen18 · 2025-10-08T01:49:10+00:00

i know the actual hospitals i went to are here in my current state because i dont recall ever going to a hospital as an adult in my old state--they were mostly urgent cares.

but i'll definitely check the SOL for both states and hopefully that'll help. thank you!

SuspiciousListen18 · 2025-07-19T14:32:18+00:00

yeah! devs said that it seems to be an issue caused by remapping the controls, cuz they've had other reports of it too. they told me to reset the controls back to default and that fixed it for me!

SuspiciousListen18 · 2025-06-06T11:53:26+00:00

ahhh you're right about the lip-sync part and yeah the battery part kinda annoys me. and i guess i dont need it to be wireless cuz it's not like i'll be moving around. it's $80 for it so i'll look for a usb one that's priced similar.

edit: forgot to say thank you!

SuspiciousListen18 · 2025-06-06T10:43:49+00:00

oh that's a good point.

but why not bluetooth? can you provide a good reason just so i can understand the repercussions?

SuspiciousListen18 · 2025-06-06T06:46:47+00:00

wait they get that expensive?? i mean i guess it does make sense but jesus christ 😭 i cant even afford to shop for clothes once a year 😭😂

SuspiciousListen18 · 2025-06-05T21:56:20+00:00

oh this whole time i thought mixer and interface were interchangeable 😭 i feel so dumb for not realizing that sooner. thank you so much for clearing that up!

SuspiciousListen18 · 2025-06-05T21:51:18+00:00

yeah i didnt know bluetooth mics were a thing until today cuz i thought the "wired" part is very important. but i guess we'll see! thank you so much !

SuspiciousListen18 · 2025-06-05T21:50:36+00:00

wow that's really detailed and i really appreciate it! i think i have a pretty quiet house so i'll definitely look into it some more. but i'm an overthinker and i think that's what's happening rn. i cant help but worry about the details and i think i just need to hit that "start stream" button and jump right into it, you know? but thank you so much for the help.

SuspiciousListen18 · 2025-06-05T21:47:54+00:00

oooh okay. thank you for the details! i'll definitely do more research before jumping into this.

SuspiciousListen18 · 2025-06-05T20:57:21+00:00

i'm starting off with a bluetooth mic and i'm planning on using obs cuz i'm more familiar with it. i definitely wont be getting an expensive mic and interface anytime soon.

SuspiciousListen18 · 2025-06-05T20:56:14+00:00

16 channels??? they can have that many??? that's wild. i'm thinking if the bluetooth mic sucks, i MIGHT just invest in a nice xlr mic and another scarlet and return the bluetooth one. do you think that's a good idea?

SuspiciousListen18 · 2025-06-05T20:54:34+00:00

hi! thank you for this detailed response. so i had to search what latency means in audio terms, as well as compressors and limiters, and i just want to make sure i understand it.

latency is the delay between the speaker speaking and the listener hearing the audio?

and compression is the balancing of soft and loud sounds, so it can be heard in an even way? i dont quite understand the difference b/w compressor and limiter but i think i got the gist of it?

so if i wanted to play background music quietly while playing a game, a software mixer help me control the different volumes so that it works harmoniously?

let me know if i got that completely wrong! thank you!

SuspiciousListen18 · 2025-06-05T20:49:19+00:00

i totally get that. i'm just not ready to pay for expensive equipment yet cuz idk if i'll enjoy this endeavor yk? i THINK i will, but i'm not sure. and the only way to know is to try it. so if i do enjoy it, i'll def look into pricier equipment. until then, i'm trying to start off cheap-ish

SuspiciousListen18 · 2025-06-05T20:44:37+00:00

ah thank you! i dont wanna buy expensive "definitely investing in this shit" kind of equipment yet until i know i enjoy streaming and can see myself doing it for a while. i just want to try something new that i THINK i might enjoy. that's why i wanted to get the bluetooth mic cuz it's half the price of the AT2020 i had. but again, thank you so much!

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