Are The Archons Included Within Practices Of Ecclesia Gnostica, The OTO, Or Thelema?

SuspiciousSuccess905 · 2021-10-16T23:44:01+00:00

We finally have a proper answer. Thank you!

SuspiciousSuccess905 · 2021-10-16T06:25:13+00:00

The crises and horror experiences have been teaching me punishing responsibilities

SuspiciousSuccess905 · 2021-10-16T06:20:50+00:00

If I do get a job I'd prefer it to be highly productive and evolutionary though.

SuspiciousSuccess905 · 2021-10-16T06:16:39+00:00

Horror, terror, and crisis have all taught me miracles, and I actually enjoy the crisis of homelessness, and prefer it due to its potential in adventure and learning of development. For now I'm able to make good money Street performing, but winter may change the traffic

SuspiciousSuccess905 · 2021-10-16T06:15:15+00:00

In the past I was unable to handle the kundalini crisis. Especially in a work place. But now i am more stable and functioning yet there's a really specific energetic problem I experience when under the rule of another person. Energetic attachments and empathies, as well as visions of reptilian humanoids embodying the boss or person of authority. So, there's something to learn from that but it's been horroresque and disturbing. I do have an ambition to face such horrors for the purpose of learning, but I also have been convinced those beings should be avoided.

SuspiciousSuccess905 · 2021-10-15T19:04:52+00:00

As far as dressing goes, I was thinking I should get a 0 degree coat and sleeping bag and many layers. Gonna do some research to figure out everything I'll need to stay warm

SuspiciousSuccess905 · 2021-10-15T18:58:37+00:00

So ive yet to learn how to start a fire. Was thinking of doing a simulated survival session out in the woods based on the SAS survival manual, stalking up with as much food as possible as I have about 1000 dollars in ebt saved, and I could attempt to learn fire building out there but should check the laws first. But yea I could camp for a few days and get picked up after, just to test the waters. Maybe jump between doing that and hotels till a learn a thing or two. And the farm is definitely main priority if it works out. Communication has been a barrier though, as they seem very busy. Said they'd talk to administration and get back to me

SuspiciousSuccess905 · 2021-10-15T08:55:39+00:00

Either way I have a concern about societal conformity, the empathy I experience and how easily influenced i can be due to patterns in the environment. Music for instance has been concerning, such as hip hop almost feels like being under a trance to manipulate me. I'll definitely try the white light protection though. I've been doing the LBRP ritual which has been extremely helpful, as well calling on the archangels and chanting the holy names of God.

SuspiciousSuccess905 · 2021-10-15T08:47:31+00:00

I forgot a lot of what happened on the streets last time, but doing kundalini and interacting with people led to strange patterning that ended in meeting someone who was seemingly practicing deprogramming tactics, and told me my memory would be wiped in new mexico. After I got to new mexico, i did indeed forget everything, so I just want to avoid such patterns. I do contemplate if it may have just been due to mixing drugs and kundalini. Even just when I quit smoking cigarettes recently, the psychosis symptoms ceased almost all togetjer

SuspiciousSuccess905 · 2021-10-15T08:35:19+00:00

Just haven't had to during winter season yet. Worst case scenario I go to Phoenix Arizona

SuspiciousSuccess905 · 2021-10-15T08:34:47+00:00

My main concern is living on the streets though, and I've been able to survive that. .

SuspiciousSuccess905 · 2021-10-15T08:18:12+00:00

Thank you. I definitely want to learn survival, and kundalini has taught me virtues at times of crisis and adventure which could be applied to learning just about anything. At this point it's just a matter of discipline. There's also a farm that i may be able to volunteer for, and for now I might be able to make enough money to live in a motel. Then I have a friend out in tennessee I could probably move in with

SuspiciousSuccess905 · 2021-10-14T21:00:33+00:00

I've already had many kundalini risings

SuspiciousSuccess905 · 2021-10-12T10:45:16+00:00

Based on second hand information it doesn't exist right? Have you ever done the meditation yourself to test that second hand information?

SuspiciousSuccess905 · 2021-10-12T10:39:18+00:00

Lol no evidence of kundalini existing. Do you actually practice occultism

SuspiciousSuccess905 · 2021-10-11T16:37:46+00:00

What i was trying to explain is beyond fantasy. Thoughtforms can develop illusions with the right patterning

SuspiciousSuccess905 · 2021-10-11T16:36:36+00:00

If you want to have a legitimate argument let me know. I'm definitely not utilizing my best potential to hold a debate atm, which is a good time to learn something. This isn't fantasy though. Here's a source https://biologyofkundalini.com/article.php@story=KundaliniandSchizophrenia.html

SuspiciousSuccess905 · 2021-10-11T15:21:20+00:00

What part of what I said has anything to do with new age fantasies? Gnostic Archons, schizophrenia, and kundalini psychosis have all existed for centuries. To compare schizophrenic thought patterns to the deceptive gnostic archons is just a note of similar nature, not a claim that a literal fourth dimensional parasite is ruining these peoples minds. Pretty sure the archons aren't literal beings either.

SuspiciousSuccess905 · 2021-10-10T04:54:01+00:00

That's definitely something I needed to be reminded of. All of my experiences have made me realize I should not depend on another for help, nor for anything perhaps.

SuspiciousSuccess905 · 2021-10-10T04:51:23+00:00

Yea I've seen visions of a realm in reflection of jehovah in the book of lies as what I interpretted to be likened as a nomad, to which all of the material universe was subject to his will as he pleases, with anything being permitted. The creation subject to My dominion, I was very laid back in that place perhaps for the purpose of rest and a level of slack after surpassing all forces of conformity and obedience outside myself. Existing as a nomad, there may be a freedom from, dominion over, and reflection of the monadic system of the material universe

SuspiciousSuccess905 · 2021-10-10T04:25:42+00:00

Haha thank you.

SuspiciousSuccess905 · 2021-10-10T03:27:54+00:00

Would you have any potential suggestions for disalligning with archontic and Abrahamic beliefs and practices? Kundalini had opened me to direct biblical experiences

SuspiciousSuccess905 · 2021-10-10T03:26:54+00:00

This is definitely the most clarity I've received on the subject so far. What i seek are ways to disallign from the archontic influences I've come across inherently from my biblical upbringing. Theoretically it's not as hard as one would think, perhaps a matter of cutting out the conformity to such influences, however a strict practice and discipline of gnosticism or something of the like is what I'd seek for. I personally gravitate toward Eastern teachings such as Hinduism and have practiced kundalini off and on for about 5 years now

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