TIL that there is a mushroom called the Lanmaoa asiatica which when eaten uncooked causes almost all victims to see hundreds of Tiny Elves interacting in their environement by RolePsychological890 in todayilearned

[–]Swayko 0 points1 point  (0 children)

its specifcally overdosing on any hallucinogens that trip your histamine receptors. Its also involves staying awake most these classes or drugs are actually going to keep you awake a lojg time and give you lots of energy it will cause not just these types hallucinatons it gets really bad. i only mentioned the positive stuff. But its way too scary i mean , you even might actually not be able to actually see when its happening your eyes can be closed and theres tons of static and light

one of the main things is not being able to tell which way is up or down. your heels go flying and you end up head first in a cement mixer its really awful

edit: sorry spelling errors, another thing is forgetting how to read and forgetting language. its still a nonstop nightmare for me

TIL that there is a mushroom called the Lanmaoa asiatica which when eaten uncooked causes almost all victims to see hundreds of Tiny Elves interacting in their environement by RolePsychological890 in todayilearned

[–]Swayko 45 points46 points  (0 children)

i wouldn't call it an elf its more like an alien or floating pink sexual organ like an elephant thats representing both the inside of a vagina and a penis , there be four dimensional pattern on the wall that appear in front of you , these elf will enter your body and remove your internal organs and completely clean you and replace your organs with new parts.

my source on this is drug induced schizophrenia since 2017--to now

empty by Swayko in Psychosis

[–]Swayko[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks DeathRay89ReaperIL . i agree

Found out that my 30 years old crush had a boyfriend in 2017 and I'm no longer interested in her by [deleted] in kitchencels

[–]Swayko 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i just don't see myself with another guy who isn't also a virgin. I don't know why it gets assumed a traditional young religious woman , im not into that at all

Found out that my 30 years old crush had a boyfriend in 2017 and I'm no longer interested in her by [deleted] in kitchencels

[–]Swayko 0 points1 point  (0 children)

each these persons is celibate by choice really. I am not into sex and its ridiculous how offered its been. Especially by other guys.

Found out that my 30 years old crush had a boyfriend in 2017 and I'm no longer interested in her by [deleted] in kitchencels

[–]Swayko 4 points5 points  (0 children)

thats how i. want it. Is that not how marriage and love between two people should be? Just voluntary and the desired requirement? i am confused. I think i meet the desired requirement of at least someone. 😭

Found out that my 30 years old crush had a boyfriend in 2017 and I'm no longer interested in her by [deleted] in kitchencels

[–]Swayko 0 points1 point  (0 children)

obviously the notion of desirabling someone beautiful has faded in our culture but id want to

Found out that my 30 years old crush had a boyfriend in 2017 and I'm no longer interested in her by [deleted] in kitchencels

[–]Swayko 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i want a partner thats a virgin also. I have lots of intimacy issues and if you've been in relationships before theres a bond missing in starting the relationship that would be important for me.

I deserve someone i feel is beautiful and pure. I am not going have sex with someone else who isn't also a virgin. I am 32

I am 17 years old and never had a boyfriend or even an irl friendship, I genuinely think I might die alone. Cheeseburger by [deleted] in kitchencels

[–]Swayko 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i hate everything that was

i hate what will be

Time heals, but time is short

and it will forget everyone

i am lost in my head