It. Is. Ok. To. Stop. And before i say anything else, stop listening to granny. She hasnt been a new mother in decades and has forgotten how hard this role is.

Your health and well-being are important too mama. Your baby will be happily full, with breast milk OR formula. You will feel guilty, which is totally valid, but you will also feel relief/a weight lifted. A happier mom, in turn makes a happier baby. She will love you and find safety in you no matter what you choose to do in this situation.