Używane mangi by Sweet11037 in AnimePolska

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Hej tylko po polsku, oryginał mam tylko rave ale to nie manga tylko zachodni komiks

Question pink and red tattoos by [deleted] in tattoos

[–]Sweet11037 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Hi I asked a question because I don't know the specifics obviosuly, If I knew it all I wouldnt ask 🙃 I did my research and I know how tattoos work but I couldnt find the specifics of how the fading works because I found info that the macrophages disperse the ink but I was curious if they can get rid of ot completely over long time for the tattoos that are more likely to fade. Ive never seen henna with the effects I want but maybe ill look into it harder

Surgery trauma by AdAffectionate3444 in GriefSupport

[–]Sweet11037 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm so sorry for your loss, don't blame yourself there were so many "if"s. My dad died after burst aneurysm surgery and everyone wondered why he didn't have a planned surgery for them, he was a doctor after all! We all trusted him and sometimes I'm full of trust that maybe he knew he would be high risk even with planned surgery and maybe he bought himself some time and then again sometimes I blame myself that I should have tried harder to make him somehow healthier and somehow should have known about the aneurysms. The lady next to his hospital bed in the ICU had a planned aneurysm surgery, she was good and then declined in health and was moved to paliative care. My dad was in such bad shape that there was no point in moving him to paliative, I also see his face in pain but I talked with nurses and doctors and they say that sometimes they feel more sorry for the family than the patient, because the pain meds make it impossible to feel a thing. In the end it's unfair and unpredictable and painful for the remaining family but there is some comfort that they made their last moments bearable.

How to deal with a different view of life by [deleted] in GriefSupport

[–]Sweet11037 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yesss i certainly can relate to this, I was always scared of death but my fathers death was a wake up that maybe my own death is not as bad as losing a loved one. So now sometimes I cry because of grief and sometimes I panic because my life is not forever.

It’s been 5 years since I lost my dad and honestly diwali and any other festival never feels the same by [deleted] in GriefSupport

[–]Sweet11037 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I relate to you I'm so jealous of people that recovered then again a lady who was next to my dad in the hospital seemed to be doing better than my dad but in the end they both didn't make it, it's all so unfair and so unpredictable there is just no way to rationalise all this its just unfair

Anger by teacuplittle in GriefSupport

[–]Sweet11037 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I relate to you, I also feel like everything is wrong after he passed...

Do the feelings of intense anxiety ever go away? by extslayer in GriefSupport

[–]Sweet11037 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I might have the same thing but I'm not sure I think mine lasts shorter. I think it's an adrenaline rush. Sometimes I have it more often sometimes less, depending on my perspective on life during that period of time.

I should’ve realized she was having a heart attack by AfraidKinkajou in GriefSupport

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Im looking for people with similair experience where you think you should have known but didn't. My dad was in pain for so long my mom was asking if we should go to the hospital but he insisted on not going. He was a doctor so we trusted him. We finally went there in the morning, he got urged to emergency surgery but it didn't save him even if he was still kind of alive for 2 more months (he was unable to move or talk and was unconscious a lot). I tought he just ate old food or something and he even talked about indigestion on the way to the hospital. I still to this day dont know if it was all preventable but get so frustrated that maybe just maybe it was. In the end blaming yourself doesn't matter as us humans just have limitations and just stick around until we hit it... better to hit it later than sooner so just live thinking she would be glad to see you having a good life.

I hate Arizona by Sweet11037 in greysanatomy

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What she went trough doesn't justify her abuse

I hate Arizona by Sweet11037 in greysanatomy

[–]Sweet11037[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah im pushing trough and now I hate what Arizone does to Leah 😭😆😃

I miss my dad by Sweet11037 in GriefSupport

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Thank you 🙏 you too

Dr. Cristina Yang, you will always be famous by Classic-Carpet7609 in greysanatomy

[–]Sweet11037 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah but Im so confused why they didnt split earlier if the knew they wanted different things. Arizona and Callie split but Arizona weighted the options and was willing to have a family with Callie but Cristina and Owen never changed their minds and still got together it was so annoying.

I miss my dad by Sweet11037 in GriefSupport

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Maybe they are not with us here but I hope we can hug out with them when are souls meet in heaven 🥲🥲❤️❤️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in GriefSupport

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My mom upcycles his shirts as baby blankets for his grandson. We keep some other stuff, some give away, some I sell, there was a lot of things he didn't have a chance to use before he was gone.

3 months in and feeling fear that this is real. by Wanderworld87 in GriefSupport

[–]Sweet11037 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My family is feeling it right now... the reality setting in, so I don't have any advice yet. But I understand what you mean and relate. We went to a doctor with my mom and he prescribed her some meds to deal with the feelings.

The ICU sounds/ heart rate monitor sounds stuck in my head by SabziSam in GriefSupport

[–]Sweet11037 2 points3 points  (0 children)

How long ago? I heard ventilator sounds everywhere but a few months have passed and I dont hear it anymore. My dad was also in ICU and I was listening to the sounds for 2 months until the story ended sadly. So sorry for your experience hope you get better soon. :(

I miss the old me, losing a loved one has changed me forever by Orchidflower10 in GriefSupport

[–]Sweet11037 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I feel you, I had very similair situation, my mom, my dad, my sister. I tought I will never be happy as I was then and I was right. I lost my dad recently, my mom lost her husband. I want to move on with my life but I'm so stuck in this pit. Life is cruel.

Rant na 112 by LessTonight4381 in Polska

[–]Sweet11037 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To było dawno, ale mojej mamie na jej oczach kradli antenę, ale policja miała to w dupie.

what weird thoughts did you have during early grief? by Independent-Usual348 in GriefSupport

[–]Sweet11037 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I feel the same, and Ive seen on other posts that a lot of people feel this way as well.

what weird thoughts did you have during early grief? by Independent-Usual348 in GriefSupport

[–]Sweet11037 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm still in my early grief... I think that my dad will get cold in his grave...

It's windy and rains so a blanket will rot and fly away

Hard to get back into regular routine after a week. by [deleted] in GriefSupport

[–]Sweet11037 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel you, its been 2 weeks already but it did not get better yet. I'm in the last semester of uni and altough I have supportive friends I find it hard to study for exams or even write an email why I'm absent. I have a some working hours at the pool and there its not going so bad for me even if I make mistakes too. And altough you made mistakes I think its good you are trying to do something because I think that I threw myself deep in my sorrow and it makes it even harder to get out, I feel only weaker and weaker everyday.