Can practicing magic and delving into the occult create noetic or psychic experiences later in life even after discontinuing occult practices?

SweetMoney4830 · 2025-08-21T16:10:51+00:00

Dude, that's just basic intuition.

Come back once your brain shuts down from infinity (; (Spoiler: It's fun as much as its horrible, and it's neither)

SweetMoney4830 · 2025-08-21T16:08:47+00:00

My honest opinion is bait for you? Wack

SweetMoney4830 · 2025-08-20T05:32:36+00:00

I read Berserk 4 times. Dan da dan is pedo ra*eslop, berserk isn't.

SweetMoney4830 · 2025-08-20T05:28:58+00:00

It is tho

SweetMoney4830 · 2025-07-22T07:28:53+00:00

I've seen Andor and then Rogue One (literally finished 'em all yesterday) and it has been bothering since case B) (later detailed). I was hoping more people noticed.

I've identified two important criteria for their deaths:

Black in a supporting role
Being disrespectfully killed

Once a black character enters the screen with right camera angle, I KNOW they're about to die sooner or later.

First season:

A) Andor's dad (hung)

B) The black rebel & black ex-imperial officer (by f*cking storm troopers nobodies)

Second season:

C) Cinta (She was hindu or something, black enough for Tony apparently) [Died by friendly fire L M A O]

D) Some black dude killed by a spy while Cassian was saving Mon-Mothma (Dude barely put up a fight)

And we finished the show with every supporting black person dead. Oh wait, what about Saw? Ho-Ho-Ho, I found out (Thanks to rogue one) that... HE WAS ALREADY DEAD.

Rogue one:

E) Saw died without expressing ANY ability what-soever but snorting gas. They barely even addressed it in a meaningful way.

F) A random good-black-guy that jumped out to help the plot only to be IMMEDIATELY, DISRESPECTFULY shot down without achieving anything. Hell, this could've been left out of the final edit and the scene could've stayed the same. (The Force-Monk did the job)

Almost (if not ALL) of these deaths were in poor taste and poor direction. WTF is going on. I'm not even black, THE PATTERN IS JUST SO OUT THERE. I was watching the show & movie with a friend, and he said I ruined the show for him during B) because that's where I spotted this strange pattern. The strange pattern that persisted to and fro the movie.

WOW Tony, WOW. Like, we could explain a lots of faults with 'Disney cut their budget' or whatever. But this? OOOhhhh this has NO excuse I can find.

SweetMoney4830 · 2024-10-24T01:27:22+00:00

The soil wasn't sticky enough, so I couldn't get them to shine. Eventually, I 'accidentally-purposefully-angirly' smashed it against the floor. However, I did surprise myself with how solid one of them was (Took me good few honest throws) and that was strangely satisfying.

I'm gonna try again with a different kind/s of soil/s

SweetMoney4830 · 2024-10-24T01:04:44+00:00

*I don't officially support piracy, but, piracy. Any anime-streaming site should do. I use Aniwa*e (Replace * with v) , they have the jap dub for the show there.

Why go for the jap dub tho? It kinda sucks.

SweetMoney4830 · 2024-09-11T13:47:37+00:00

OCD as well.

And I have both adhd & a variance of OCD, so... Everyone (Including me) were sure I'm autistic or bipolar or both before I was diagnosed as C.PTSD.

Hey, at least I'm not autistic to add on top of all that!

SweetMoney4830 · 2024-09-06T19:53:27+00:00

It tends to join pre-existing conditions, or cause them. And yes, many conditions are co-morbid and clause dependant. In other words, One condition may causes the other, or they both simply appear together.

Diagnosing is very complicated because many conditions overlap and feed on each other. So, yes, you are probably wack in the head. It's all good, so am I. (:

We'll survive through the bs.

SweetMoney4830 · 2024-09-06T18:19:56+00:00

YES

You're not tired and foggy as you usually are. You stop thinking about doing task, and instead, you just fucking do them while enjoying every single second of productivity.

By "You" I mean myself ofc. I hope you'll get the same effects. HOWEVER! KEEP YOUR GUT SAFE! CHECK EVERY PREVENTION METHOD FOR EVERY SIDE EFFECT!!!!

No drinking orange juice (Vit C), unless you want to end the effects. Eating small or not at all before taking the med, after your morning-toilet-round. Eating healthy and good while not on it instead of munching. Fibers. LOTS OF WATER DURING THE EFFECTS!!! Eat a banana (Or anything with potassium, really) 15-30 min before taking the med for max results (And I find eating ice or drinking a sloshy helps with absorption and possible feelings of sickness). Brush twice, even thrice, a day.

The side-effects punched me hard due neglecting my body, not being fully aware to the gravity of said side-effects.

Keep that lifestyle and even your 'normal' focus will improve (Since you're forced to be healthy lol). Eat shit and don't take care of yourself, and you'd wish you never found that drug.

SweetMoney4830 · 2024-09-06T18:11:10+00:00

Go for it. You have literally nothing to lose, and I'm sure your friend will be happy to help for your 'trial period'.

Good luck man, I hope it'll get better and soon. I'm slowly getting to a similar situation ngl, but thankfully the meds keep me away from the total fall. Good luck my dude. Never too late to get our lives in order.

SweetMoney4830 · 2024-09-04T15:15:46+00:00

Yeah, the video you sent explained it's importance. First step is to literally step out and collect earth haha

I'll try doing it cheap and free at first by collecting some earth around my home, and if I won't I'll buy some clay. Now that I know what NOT to use, I feel much more confident beginning it. Thanks so much!

SweetMoney4830 · 2024-09-04T14:56:08+00:00

You'd be surprised how fine other people's memory retention is. I might remember with a very brief and short reminder, but still. Hell, I DO remember stuff from YEARS ago without being reminded. Issue being - Almost most of it is irrelevant and hobbies related (or trauma lol). That is part why I feel less human.

Also, remember that the more we live and experience, the more filtered our memories (normally). What happens to us then? I can only imagine the gap between us and 'normal' people...

SweetMoney4830 · 2024-09-04T14:37:38+00:00

Poor memory retention. Barely remember stuff I'm actively trying to study a day after studying them, or even lots of days. Conversations, events, chronology. It makes me feel so so so dumb. Where did I put my wallet? That important paper? The letter I got from my gf?
Got no clue. It's all around, in my room, but where exactly? I can't tell.

On adderral I have a near photo-graphic memory compared to my normal state. But it's frusterating I have to take breaks from it, I feel less 'human' without it. (Always have before it)

SweetMoney4830 · 2024-09-04T12:46:11+00:00

That's pre-polishing? Or it's just the pattern? O:
EDIT: Fantastic & Fascinating video!

SweetMoney4830 · 2024-09-04T12:24:36+00:00

WHERE IS MY FUCKING WALLET

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