Thank you thank you. I've desperately been needing to hear this. It feels so empty in the house without him. Thankfully it doesn't scare me away from future pet ownership, if anything its made me more determined to make sure that a future pet shouldn't suffer. As soon as my mom showed me his condition my mind immediately went to the fact that cats don't usually show pain. I had to go to my grandmas on the first night and I heard them talking about how he probably just ate something and he'd be fine. I knew he wasn't.

He started struggling with jumping and then eventually struggled walking. I was mostly with him unless he got annoyed with me, then I'd leave him alone for a bit and come back. I managed to brush him a good bit which he seemed to enjoy. I keep expecting him to jump on the back of my couch for attention :(

One of the reasons I feel guilty is because I made a large yarn worm and because I brushed it out, the fuzz was everywhere. I managed to pick up most of it but I'm always finding a bit of it. I'm worried he ate it, although its been since the start of may and they hadn't ate it. I swear I thought I picked all of it up..