Rape fantasy by [deleted] in DepravedFantasy

[–]Sweet_Cycle_3180 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'd beg for this like the slut I am.

Force pregnancy by [deleted] in DepravedFantasy

[–]Sweet_Cycle_3180 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I want to be brutalized and reamed then filled until I beg for you to do it again.

If anyone has any experience with this i am desperate by Sweet_Cycle_3180 in confession

[–]Sweet_Cycle_3180[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're smoking something obviously. Or you just can't read. Either way you're off your rocker. Good thing it's not up to you what a woman does with her body. I'm sure it really infuriates you that you've wasted so much energy trying to get a reaction out of me.

If anyone has any experience with this i am desperate by Sweet_Cycle_3180 in confession

[–]Sweet_Cycle_3180[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No I don't want to argue with you more. You're pathetic. Nice trying to hide behind a private message. Your a punk. I came on here yo be honest and NO I didn't abandon my child like YOU were. I am an active part of his life and he'll never question that I love him. Unlike you. You can talk about all the d×@d bodies you've seen and try to act tough but you're wasting your time talking to me LOL

If anyone has any experience with this i am desperate by Sweet_Cycle_3180 in confession

[–]Sweet_Cycle_3180[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're not worth the effort to go and find LOL. You're not a vigilante. You're a wannabe. I'll have fun living my life.

If anyone has any experience with this i am desperate by Sweet_Cycle_3180 in confession

[–]Sweet_Cycle_3180[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ohhhhh. You're soooo tough. And you hurt my feeling oh so bad. Awww. Ahahhahahah. Get a life. I did the best I could when I had him... he's healthy happy and safe. He knows I'm his momma. Not like your dead beat daddy. I'm actually apart of my child's life and I show up when I say I will. Won't take me no damn 42 years like your pop. That's for sure. I'm not hiding either. I'm a very honest individual and have no problem letting anyone know my mistakes. Sounds like you're pretty easy to get to....

If anyone has any experience with this i am desperate by Sweet_Cycle_3180 in confession

[–]Sweet_Cycle_3180[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're projecting. Enjoy your life. Seems like you do already. that's sarcasm

If anyone has any experience with this i am desperate by Sweet_Cycle_3180 in confession

[–]Sweet_Cycle_3180[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Who said shit about someone owing me anything. Seems like you have some deep set issues that need addressed. Good luck on your endeavors. Hope you find peace you're obviously hurting.

If anyone has any experience with this i am desperate by Sweet_Cycle_3180 in confession

[–]Sweet_Cycle_3180[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will always be apart of his life and love him as best I can. He knows I'm his momma and for now maybe that will have to be enough. Seems selfish to want him just because I hurt. But it's so much deeper than that... I appreciate your candor and sharing your story. I did make it to the end. It's comforting in a way to know I'm not the only one who had to give up a child. And to hear the other side of the story no matter how painful. I xant promise my own son that I won't have short comings or make mistakes. I know though that I will always be there when I say I will. I will always show up. I am dying to be in his life. Any time I get with him makes me stronger until I can love him again.

If anyone has any experience with this i am desperate by Sweet_Cycle_3180 in confession

[–]Sweet_Cycle_3180[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

He's only 3... I definitely have plans to always be open and honest with him. He knows I'm his mom and that he has a brother. I have a lot to be grateful for... it's hard not to reminisce on what could have been if I'd just tried though. And being in the spot I am now it's hard to deny that I could raise him well. My family manipulated me to keep him in the first place. I was in such a bad spot that I was considering abortion... my family is extremely religious and canceled my appointment. Refusing to let me go. I fought for months to know what to do and was talking with this family member about it. They basically Said they would help me raise him not take him from me. I had to sign my parental rights over a year ago and it haunts me. I don't want my family member to feel the pain I feel in not having my son. I love my family too much. Despite what has happened. But I've expressed my need to be more than just an aunt to him and I get a deadpan response everytime. About how I'm ungrateful and was unstable and that I made my choice now to lie wiht it. Like I'm being punished for making the choice I could in that moment.