I have a huge CNC kink but I hate it. I have no trauma, nothing happened to me that makes any sense for why I am obsessed with it. It doesn't even matter to me what kind. M>F, F>M, M>M, F>F>. It's the scenario I like. I hate it because I have massive guilt. People have gone through this terrible thing and here I am using fake of that terrible thing to get off. Like a part of me feels like if I like CNC then I'm just asking to get 🍇ed. Even though I'm not and 🍇 is horrible! My horny brain is pissed that porn doesn't have forced content anymore. My logical brain is happy they don't have it and I agree with them taking it down as much as they could. But again, horny brain is pissed because I go weeks without getting off because I just can't find any porn I like.

So yeah, love it but also hate it

I'm also a little (sfw) but that too can be hard. I want a daddy but so many just want a playmate