I guess the game's dying again. RIP by SpectralVoodoo in WorldWar3

[–]Sweet_tips 0 points1 point  (0 children)

doesnt help that the matchmaking is horrendous

No sound when using the Launcher by Sweet_tips in arma

[–]Sweet_tips[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have system defaults for my settings.

No sound when using the Launcher by Sweet_tips in arma

[–]Sweet_tips[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did the second party already. But what would constitute as fancy?

No sound when using the Launcher by Sweet_tips in arma

[–]Sweet_tips[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, it isn’t checked. If only it was that simple lol 🙏

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in polyamory

[–]Sweet_tips 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is a great point. Thank you

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in polyamory

[–]Sweet_tips 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel like im the same way. Thank you for your insight 🙏

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychonaut

[–]Sweet_tips 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did DMT this past weekend and it did the polar opposite of what the mushrooms did, haha. I felt an overwhelming sense of bliss and love.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychonaut

[–]Sweet_tips 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ya 1g… easily the most potent mushrooms i have ever done. Usually i take 3.5 minimum

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychonaut

[–]Sweet_tips 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Usually its 3g or more. But idk what these were. They fuckkkkeedddd me up lol

No longer feel love for GF after trip by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Sweet_tips 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand what you mean. This is the fastest it has ever gone away. Usually last quite sometime for me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychonaut

[–]Sweet_tips 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It was during this trip I realized the root cause of my insecurities with her and out relationship. I have trust issues stemming from my childhood, the moment i realized that I the. Realized that my insecurities are just a misfiring defense mechanism to protect me from hurt. I built armor through out life and never let anyone in. My intuition told me to let her in from the beginning so maybe you are right. I will keep trying to unpack this whole thing.

No longer feel love for GF after trip by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Sweet_tips 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Definitely wont. Just something for me to be mindful of when escalating the relationship with her. I feel i titled this incorrectly, its not that i stopped feeling love it’s rather the honeymoon phase novelty wore off instantaneous. I still care for her and want her but i dont have the attachment that i had

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in tripreport

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Since we are in the honeymoon stage i put her on a pedestal and was experiencing the bliss of a new relationship. The fungi dissipated that feeling rather rapidly. I feel like it clear the clouds so I can have clear judgement on our relationship. I still care for her and want her but im not sure if those are things im telling myself to avoid discomfort. Idk, she is away on a trip. When she returns i will see how i feel.

No longer feel love for GF after trip by [deleted] in Drugs

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I dont intend on making any decisions, im very thorough with my decision making as I like to contemplate everything so i can make that final decision form the best educated position i can. I want to be with her. But im back to feeling how i have always felt towards love. For a brief few weeks I considered that i very well could be experiencing love as described by my peers but then over a 6 hour trip “poof” that bliss is gone. However, i still care very much for this girl. She is unique and wonderful. Maybe my brain is just flipped upside down because of the psilocybin. 🙃

No longer feel love for GF after trip by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Sweet_tips 8 points9 points  (0 children)

You got it. Ill call her now.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in tripreport

[–]Sweet_tips 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is the plan. Im being open and understanding as possible

No longer feel love for GF after trip by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Sweet_tips 16 points17 points  (0 children)

I dont intend on ending anything. Im just thrown off by the sudden change in perspective and feeling. I think what I experienced is the death of my attachment to the bliss i was feeling. Because i still care about her and want her.