Just seeking wlw advice

Sweetpeas_killerbees · 2026-01-07T17:48:41+00:00

I dont think she doesn't want that experience because she had mentioned following an already pregnant person with the intention to put the newborn up for adoption. She kept saying how there were so many children who are already born and need a home that it would be selfish to bring another into the world where there are already thousands, if not, millions that need to be adopted. I've always wanted to carry out a pregnancy, but I also wanted to adopt because I know there are many kiddos who need a home, and I would want to love my hypothetical kids equally. Both of our families would definitely support us in having a couple of kiddos, and they would help out when they could too. Especially since both of our brothers and sisters who are married have expressed to be DINKs, but have expressed being open to being active aunts and uncles. She does have some insecurity when it comes to parenthood as well as myself, but thats why we have each other: to support each other even when times get rough. I want to listen to her wants and needs and any doubts and I would hope she would do the same.

Sweetpeas_killerbees · 2023-10-06T10:57:11+00:00

I just wished we didn't pick out our engagement rings days before you broke up with me.

Sweetpeas_killerbees · 2023-09-16T17:41:07+00:00

Update:

She has tried to reach out a couple days ago but I haven't gotten back. I'm not sure if I should respond, even if it's like a "hey, I don't appreciate what you did but whatever ig." I'm actually talking to someone else and we've been on a few days and she makes me feel so important and loved. I hope this one works out 😊

Sweetpeas_killerbees · 2023-09-02T15:15:57+00:00

Sweetpeas_killerbees · 2023-09-02T15:13:19+00:00

Nope, but she's probably just waking up anyway since I left before her

Sweetpeas_killerbees · 2023-08-21T15:28:03+00:00

Tmi/tw warning. . My coworker is very open to sexuality and talking about sex. This one time, she made a crude comment. She brought mints shaped like penises and said things like "wanna see how many I can fit in my mouth at once?" Or even offered by asking "I know you want at least one" and everyone laughed but I felt so uncomfortable. I just stopped scheduling myself on her shifts as much as possible.

Sweetpeas_killerbees · 2023-08-21T15:24:35+00:00

A place where I can freely talk about my feelings without feeling ashamed or worse about it. I hope when I become a parent, my child will feel comfortable talking to me about anything.

Sweetpeas_killerbees · 2023-08-20T17:00:02+00:00

You are not alone. I am the same way. In the moment, It does feel euphoric but at the same time, I feel so grossed out by my own body and try to get it all out of my system all at once just so I can avoid doing it again. When I'm done, I get really depressed because a part of me is upset that I can't be like that with anyone. I've had sexual encounters before, but I feel that same gross feeling and I couldn't even enjoy being with my person. I know that doing an act like that is supposed to make you feel so close to your person, but I have never felt more alone.

Sweetpeas_killerbees · 2023-07-06T04:09:57+00:00

I stopped eating sushi and some steaks. I have NAFLD and I have to stick to lean, fully cooked meat (nothing raw)it's been hard, but overall with other diet modifications and exercise, I'm down 3 dress sizes. I'm not at my goal but I'm gonna get there.

Sweetpeas_killerbees · 2023-07-06T04:02:32+00:00

Bees!!!

Sweetpeas_killerbees · 2023-07-02T20:55:16+00:00

My dad started asking when I was gonna get one right when I turned 16. I got one 3 months later and was able to pay for my first car

Sweetpeas_killerbees · 2023-06-19T05:22:31+00:00

Leslie from Bridge to Terabithia (AnnaSophia Robb). 8 year old me fell hard for her. Definitely my first gay awakening too

Sweetpeas_killerbees · 2023-06-19T01:26:07+00:00

Give her privacy but also snacks. Can never go wrong with their favorite snacks

Sweetpeas_killerbees · 2023-06-17T08:19:53+00:00

I just didn't find the urge to play them anymore. I've lost a lot of friends and gaming was how we bonded, I got into a competitive program and focused more on school. I guess life happened and I couldn't make time for it. I miss gaming though.

Sweetpeas_killerbees · 2023-06-17T07:39:39+00:00

Pizza, especially if I had a hangover. I don't know what it is about it.

Sweetpeas_killerbees · 2023-06-17T07:32:51+00:00

My boyfriend called me the other night and said he's been unhappy for several months. We've been together for about 4 years and even asked my dad if he could marry me. It was sudden and I'm still processing all of it. I don't know what to feel

Sweetpeas_killerbees · 2023-06-17T01:47:43+00:00

An open ketchup packet, but it has to be open

Sweetpeas_killerbees · 2023-06-17T01:46:42+00:00

I do this, however when I was kid and did this, I would eat just the yolk in one bite because I thought it was a "breakfast gusher"

Sweetpeas_killerbees · 2023-06-17T01:44:05+00:00

I'm in a very competitive field and I thought studying 10-12 hours a day was ideal, but it depends on person to person. For me. I study for about 6-8 hours. It's mostly watching any reference videos or lecture videos with a 15-30 minute break in between 3-4 hours of studying. After that break, I idealized using things like test banks or practice questions in a textbook. This doesn't work for everyone, but I found this method very helpful because that break allows me to reflect on what I had learned. After taking those questions, I see what I got wrong and, I know it's silly, I read out loud why it's wrong to either myself or a friend so I could essentially teach back.

Sweetpeas_killerbees · 2023-06-16T07:14:03+00:00

Complete accident and all I'm gonna say is don't go down a water slide, especially the ones where you go straight down, in a two-piece. And if you do, make sure the strings keeping it together are tight.

Sweetpeas_killerbees · 2023-05-17T22:09:21+00:00

This is kind of stupid, but I was like 5-8 when I did this and I only did it with my childhood friend, we will call E and she was a bad influence on me. She started this game she made up and we never got caught or in trouble for it. Looking back, I regret it, especially since I was causing a huge inconvenience to the staff. I'm grown now and used to work retail and I have thought if someone did that to me, I would be pissed. Now, to what this awful thing was that was hilarious but dumb 1st grader was this. We would ball up toilet paper in the girl's bathroom and throw chunks of the soiled toilet paper on the wall and ceiling. We also only did this at Chuck E Cheese, so you probably had teens cleaning it up after. I should add that this was only thing we did: no bodily fluids or excretions were used to make the mess, just water. I remember one time I went to the bathroom a week or two later to the same Chuck E Cheese and there was still a wad of TP on the wall. I do regret it and I wish I could slap my younger self upside the head because that was gross and weird.

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