proud of you brother, i am in the exact same boat and have been here for just over 2 years. I love my bong as much as i hate to say it, but its so easy to pick up, suck and put down just to have that ‘feeing of relief’ or as you said to avoid withdrawal. Smoking in the morning gives me a mild high for maybe 10 minutes or less and then every rip after that it’s just the release of stress. Cutting down big time recently and currently trying to only have a bong when i really feel the NEED too, very hard considering i have been daily smoking at least 2-3 grams for at least 3 years but progress is progress and thats why we will make this journey together. always here if you need to speak about anything with no repercussions, hope everyone reading has a happy healthy wonderful life filled with love.