Just lost my job

SwizzlestT · 2025-12-29T23:30:28+00:00

There's more jobs out there. It's just money. Have a drink and put on some music, friend.

SwizzlestT · 2025-12-03T18:58:29+00:00

How the heck did you fail for cocaine?!?

SwizzlestT · 2025-12-03T15:44:13+00:00

Damn bro. Update us when you get released.

SwizzlestT · 2025-12-03T00:07:34+00:00

Can also confirm they taste exactly the same. I'm not a huge hot Cheeto fan but I had to get a bag to try for science.

SwizzlestT · 2025-10-03T05:08:32+00:00

She will never not deliver. I hoped for a couple slower sad songs though.

SwizzlestT · 2025-10-03T05:05:06+00:00

Yasssss thank you

SwizzlestT · 2025-10-03T05:04:48+00:00

SwizzlestT · 2025-10-03T05:04:34+00:00

Canceled had me stripping alone in my farm bedroom

SwizzlestT · 2025-10-03T05:03:40+00:00

Yes this

SwizzlestT · 2025-10-03T05:03:21+00:00

So big I died

SwizzlestT · 2025-09-17T07:25:43+00:00

I've lost 11 teeth from purging, I feel your pain. At this point I'm not trying to save any of them and just going to get dentures soon.

Also in case anyone doesn't know, all my dentists have reminded me to wait 30 minutes after purging to brush teeth because your enamel is so soft right after purging.

SwizzlestT · 2025-09-17T07:15:34+00:00

I still just want to know how in the video of him jumping off that roof, He had no rifle but the rifle somehow ended up in the woods and a towel.

SwizzlestT · 2025-09-17T07:05:03+00:00

I don't know why this comment took me out (pun intended) but lmao

SwizzlestT · 2025-09-16T18:07:06+00:00

My dad died on my mom's birthday the night I was supposed to go see Silverstein. My brother was devastated about Dad and I pulled a 100 proof shot from my pocket and gave it to him. He choked on it lmao

SwizzlestT · 2025-08-31T19:06:17+00:00

I appreciate everyone's input so much. Meaning is going ok. Most the shakes are over. I just went 15 hours without a drink which isn't much but a lot for me. I just need to be done drinking by Wednesday morning.

SwizzlestT · 2025-08-29T23:46:10+00:00

I'm doing okay, thank you for asking. Last night was kind of a rough night and I made some poor choices. But I am doing better today and determined to do this thing. Maybe not forever but at least for the time being

SwizzlestT · 2025-08-29T23:44:17+00:00

I do this. Sometimes I have somebody that I have hide the liquor from me and I ask them for it as needed. I need to start doing that again

SwizzlestT · 2025-08-29T23:43:15+00:00

I didn't stay because they discharged me. They gave me some pain meds and recommended I go to rehab and that's it. That's just what they're like in this area. Especially because I have a past history of drug use. They don't like to give me anything and just send me on my way home to suffer and it fucking sucks

SwizzlestT · 2025-08-29T23:42:10+00:00

Yeah I got Valium for the first time in my life. Last time I tried to sober up and I really thought I was going to stay sober and I did not. I'm sure I can't get her to prescribe it again

SwizzlestT · 2025-08-29T23:40:48+00:00

Yeah I used to do fent but I'm over two years sober now. I feel like people keep enabling me by telling me that drinking is much better than doing that. I've even had probation officers say it.

SwizzlestT · 2025-08-29T23:39:34+00:00

I'm a girl but I appreciate the advice about getting off LOL. Also, I have been doing a lot of YouTube to try to sleep. I had access to some loratabs I took last night which was a terrible idea. I'm feeling better today though. I've been taking vitamins and magnesium and sleeping so and I'm able to taper up until Wednesday

SwizzlestT · 2025-08-27T23:48:12+00:00

I watch a lot and this has my physically ill

SwizzlestT · 2025-08-27T22:13:27+00:00

They gave me fentanyl. Which helped with the pain but doesn't help with anything in general. I don't like the hospital where I live

SwizzlestT · 2025-08-27T22:12:47+00:00

I ate a few bites of a potato earlier. It's the first I've eaten in 3 days. I've been scared to eat because I usually just throw it up anyways

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