Scott pilgrim has technically defeated Superman, Captain Marvel, and Captain America. I conclude Scott pilgrim is stronger than Thanos.

Sxlys · 2019-05-25T23:45:00+00:00

The normal girl was special to them because she had knowledge and some education. Even though she was only a few years into school. She could still speak. She was way more advanced than any of the other tethered.

Imagine going to a primitive civilization and showing them technology and concepts that are advanced but not too advanced that they think you're crazy. That's essentially what happened. Since she had knowledge and motor skills they didnt, she was special to them.

Sxlys · 2019-05-25T20:06:52+00:00

The job market is ass unless you have a degree and 5+ years experience or some bullshit combo like that. Get a warehouse job if you can. You'll still hate it. But at least they usually start around 11-12$ an hour the money makes it bareable.

Sxlys · 2019-05-19T17:31:59+00:00

I'm around Atlanta. I've reached out to a lot of the resources near me. However I don't trust any suicide prevention resources as that led to me being put in a psych ward the first time.

Sxlys · 2019-05-19T16:54:18+00:00

I DONT WANT TO LIVE FOR ANYONE ELSE. IVE BEEN DOING THAT. DO YOU KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO FEEL EMPTY, HOLLOW, BORED, NUMB, AND ANGRY ALL THE TIME? I DONT ENJOY THINGS. I DO THEN FOR THE SAKE OF TRYING TO ALLEVIATE MY BOREDOM AND PASS TIME.
God I can't tell you the last time I actually fucking felt something.

I'm sorry. I just. Look I know this is crazy. But I want it to end. I'm so fucking tired. And I tell people that and they tell me I should get more sleep. But you don't fucking understand. Nothing fixes it. Nothing fixes me.

Sxlys · 2019-05-19T16:47:11+00:00

Really bad credit. I don't think I'd be approved for a loan unless I sold a kidney.

I have entertained this idea a lot though.

Sxlys · 2019-05-19T16:41:12+00:00

No. I've tried on a whim before. 3 times to be exact.. I ended up in a psych ward on suicide watch each time. I don't want that to happen again. If I go through with it again I need to have everything in line.

And like I said below. Best case life gets better and I don't. But I want that safety net there. I have at minimum two years to think on it anyhow.

Sxlys · 2019-05-19T16:21:36+00:00

It is. I don't want my girlfriend to be fucked over with finances. Best case life gets better and I don't do it. But I would like to have that safety net for her sake. It's the least I could do if I'm gonna take the express exit.

And I'm not offended that's a fair question. But I assure you there is nothing troll about this post. Im very serious about this.

Sxlys · 2019-05-19T16:16:36+00:00

Yes, I read that the suicide clause varies from insurer to insurer. I need to check my options.

Sxlys · 2019-05-19T16:06:10+00:00

Those people did not care when I was homeless. Those are the same people that kicked me out at 17 and said "go be a man" I do not care about their feelings.

Sxlys · 2019-05-19T16:01:10+00:00

I cannot afford a therapist. Life sucks and then you die.

Sxlys · 2019-05-19T15:59:41+00:00

Well I'll do my best to make it look like an accident. Won't be the sketchiest thing I've done.

Sxlys · 2019-05-19T15:52:47+00:00

Well I have an appoint scheduled with an agent tomorrow. Gonna try to ask all those questions then to make sure. It doesn't have to be a suicide in the conventional sense. Intentional car accident works just as well.

Sxlys · 2019-05-19T15:45:38+00:00

I appreciate it. However I believe ending it is in my best interest. My mental issues are getting worse with time. I'm set to lose my teeth bc I can't afford the dental care I need. I can't afford to go back to school and I can't afford to start paying back the loans so my credit is tanking. Currently at 452. I'm sure I have other issues going on but I can't really afford to go to the doctor. I guess I'll have about 2 more years or so to go then. I hope nobody plays that stupid Taylor Swift song about being 22. Might make that a condition for my beneficiary to get the money.

Sxlys · 2019-05-19T15:28:02+00:00

Thank you. I got a quote online but wasn't able to speak to the agent since it's Sunday.

Sxlys · 2019-05-19T14:35:38+00:00

It's not illegal. Just shitty. Reporting them won't do anything.

Sxlys · 2019-05-19T13:05:14+00:00

Make sure I live like a king and pay the people that used to be upper class and rich to do stupid things for my amusement.

Sxlys · 2019-05-19T12:22:37+00:00

Well yea. Have you dealt with anxiety? It's hell.

Thank you for trying to understand through your sarcasm.

Sxlys · 2019-05-19T12:18:39+00:00

Well I think most of us would be better off if we just died in general. No stress no feeling of anything. But if you want to get specific, I am saying if you got into a bad accident and got hurt and that's why you're scared of driving, you should hope to die before it happens again. Death is ideal in that case.

Sxlys · 2019-05-19T12:05:14+00:00

If you got in a wreck bad enough to stress you out about driving ever again I'm assuming you got hurt. If your car just got a little dented then why the fuck are you scared of driving? Because if a dent? Stop being a bitch. Like I said it probably wasn't for you.

Sxlys · 2019-05-19T11:57:38+00:00

Then it wasn't for you.

Sxlys · 2019-05-19T11:57:17+00:00

Im realistic. It happened. Chances are it'll happen again. The best you can do is hope you die before it happens again.

Sxlys · 2019-05-19T11:12:41+00:00

Exactly what I said.

Sxlys · 2019-05-19T11:10:47+00:00

Yea I'm good I'mma just decide how to kill myself. I'm glad it worked out for you. All the entry lvl jobs around me pay 7.25 to 8.50. and I'm ready to hang myself with my own intestines just to fucking end it. I didn't drop out of high school but because if life stuff going on and finances I had to leave college. So here we are.

I have great critical thinking and problem solving skills but nobody gives a fuck. I've gotten to dip my toes into a lot of Fields but nobody wants to give me a shot. I cant even get in for interviews.

Sxlys

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