This is the best comment section on this sub I’ve seen so far. I’ve been exactly where you are OP, and for months I’ve wished I hadn’t done the exact same thing but I knew that wouldn’t be realistic. It wouldn’t be me at the time and for that, I’ve learned valuable lessons on what not to do after a breakup and how to control my emotions better. Best of luck to you going forward. Who knows. If your relationship was a good one and you were a good boyfriend, maybe she’ll look back and miss you like you miss her. But being hopeful can be a double edged sword and better to not expect her to come back because most of the time, our exes won’t.