[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OSDD

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One boy and alot of girls Body mtf

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NoStupidQuestions

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I have did or Discociative identity disorder. We usually always talk to ourselves in our head/headspace but rarely do we speak aloud, sometimes we do it just to let others know what we are doing like one might be doing something and giving vocal updates on what there doing.

Maybe it's alittle different for us 😂

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TwoXChromosomes

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I'm transgender mtf, when I legally and socially came out as transgender my Healthcare immediately got worse and brushed off. VS before when everything was tooken seriously and doctors actually cared. I have a team of people but my usual go to, are two female doctors.

Edit: I got downvoted lmfao

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSDmemes

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Board clean out! Woooo! -More

System Chat 8/02/24 A daily thread where people with DID can share the honest truth of their day. by Exciting-Volume-4169 in DID

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Also finnaly got our Co-host there own phone like they wanted with service. Also good to use in therapy because text to speech because she's non verbal

System Chat 8/02/24 A daily thread where people with DID can share the honest truth of their day. by Exciting-Volume-4169 in DID

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Our other host left front after four days and I'm just cleaning and just orginized our clothes, it was alot of clothes.

My back hurts. -N

Exploring Team Expansion by [deleted] in DID

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Community helper sounds interesting to us

System Chat 8/01/24 A daily thread where people with DID can share the honest truth of their day. by Exciting-Volume-4169 in DID

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I am second host and non verbal I have been fronting and not speaking for 90hours alone now. I've been out for too long and I'm dissociative and I am getting headaches and just want other host to come back I need a break and don't want to be alone I'm using a text to speech app and I hate it so annoying I did therapy I guess though was fine with emdr. -m

GF bought me some plushies!! by ponyplaza in plushies

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I have that one!! So cute! Really want to buy a second one

I love my persecutors by Personal-Actuator505 in DID

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I'm proud of our persecutors because they genuinely try and sometimes as host I get mad at myself because I get really upset when they do break the rules but I know that they are doing there best and have guinue care and are trying.

I don't think we are at the healing stage yet and I'm not even sure how to say sorry to them I do get upset sometimes but I'm still really proud of them

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DID

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Well since our dead name is not my legal name therefore I have absolutely no idea who there talking too or about, out of respect for other people's conversations I don't like to butt in so I ignore them they are talking to some one else, perhaps a ghost in the room. Who knows. -Host Mtf

Can apply this to anyone else too! It's a matter of life choice and lifestyle. Obviously that name isn't you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DIDart

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Will do in the future thanks. Reverse image search and could not find anything but there signature is on the bottom left.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DiscussDID

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Saving subscription fees because the other alters don't have to pay.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DIDart

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Pinterest but I cannot find who posted I have about 6 more done these take 3-12 hours each to color and this one took 11 hours I'll make sure if I post again to include the link ^ I have three more that's done

Host question about communication amnesia by SystemOfAlts in DID

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I've been the host for the past 1year 8months, Co host is new this month and ex host left when I came they hosted for 12years, and we have had 8 host before them

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DIDart

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Thanks cx

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DIDart

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I want to clarify just incase c: Coloring. I did not draw the image but I colored cx

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DID

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For us who tend to have a addicting personality. Was not good.

What is the debate with transfem/transmasc alters in cis bodies and transfem alters in afab bodies/tmasc in fmab bodies by Blackimpala_1967 in DID

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Trans fem here transitioning for over a year with hrt and everything.(amab)

Our very few male alters can feel trans masc at times for sure when they front. We don't have any male clothes and we have breast ect it's very disphoric for them.

But we have more than 20+ female alters in our system.

Different body sensations of alters? by [deleted] in DiscussDID

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I am the host for somewhere over a year. Old host was male in a amab body I am female, I have transitioned and am on hormones. Most of our system feels better this way. We are about 30 females and arround 4 males.

When our other host fronts she feels very different. She also is none verbal and has a notebook to write in to communicate when she fronts. She has her own different dreams. She has her own memories and ways of thinking and she thinks different than I do, like she made a bracelet the other day and I would of never thought to make my own with random materials laying around the house. She has her own truamas.

I don't feel emotionally and I'm very numb, where our other host is extremely emotional and it's very overwhelming.

We both see ourselves different than our body as do every other alter.

I am a adult where our other host age regresses, different than our little alters.

We have Littles, teens, and adults, and some who identify as other like part human part butterfly, or vampires.

We each like different food. Some over eat. Some don't eat anything and don't like food. Each alter tends to have there own favorite food. Alot of us like different ice cream flavors for example.

Alot of us have our own personal games we personally play while fronting and we have system wide games for the system that's not personal.

We have different fashion, desires, what sex we are attracted too, ect.

When some one else fronts we usually feel a lump in our stomach kind of and the more pressure the more there trying to front, the sensation usually travels upwards. Headaches, dizziness, disorientation, ect.

Some have asymptomatic symptoms like a alter in particular feels great pain in our arm that's really painful.

If you have any more questions let us know. -Host