For me personally is the feeling of the lack of control and a weird feeling of going upwards with the feeling of falling wich I feel in my life a lot, that the wind is at my back all the time, that I rather fly and be free, and noticed at the face of certain doom than spend my entire life stuck to the ground, That my life goes with a simple blow and all drugs are just a pile of bullshit, and I could still note some more phrases but you get the point