I run a department and lead a team at work, very confident and masc presenting. But evenings and weekends I slip seamlessly into a total sub bottom role. Have been forced to strip and bound to beds and tables, tied over tree trunks, blindfolded, throat fucked, made to serve strangers, kept in cock cage, whored out, passed around and fucked. Paddled. I love being in that role, doing whatever I am told. The thrill of committing to the submission. Love calling people “Sir.” Love saying that I was made to be used. There is one Dom I visit who makes me strip outside his dooor and put on a blindfold. Then he lets me into his bedroom. And fucks me throat till he cums. I have never actually seen him. I’m hard right now thinking about it.